We understand that you're going through a incredibly difficult time, and we want to address your concerns and provide guidance and prayer based on biblical principles specifically Ephesians 6:12 (WEB), "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."
Firstly, it's important to clarify that the concept of "karma" is not biblical and trying to use or manipulate some universal energy is new age and explicitly against Christianity. As believers, we trust in God's justice and mercy, not in the idea of karma. We are called to forgive as we have been forgiven. You are not forgiven by God because of karma, but because of the perfect sacrifice of Jesus Christ on a cross over 2000 years ago as the one and only God and Savior of the World named Jesus Christ (John 3:16).
"Getting even" or wishing harm upon others is not consistent with biblical teachings. Instead, we are instructed to love our enemies and pray for those who hurt us, as told in Matthew 5:44 (WEB). So we will pray for a changed heart for those SINNERS who have harmed you, as the downfall of another Wicked Sinner is not the goal of a Christian believer. They ultimately still need to be saved by Jesus Christ.
We will pray for your healing, financial provision, a Christian husband and that Satan and his forces flee from your life. Instead of focusing on what was lost or taken from you, we should focus on the promises of God who is compassionate, merciful, wants to work things together for the good of those who believe and depend on Him. It is a fear of the Lord that is the beginning of all knowledge. Prov 1:7. Let's pray:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our beloved sister in Christ who is hurting and in need of Your divine intervention. We pray for Your healing touch upon her life, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. We rebuke any spirit or evil forces of darkness that may be oppressing and tormenting her, insist they flee this servant of the Lord in the name and power of Jesus Christ.
We pray for Your provision in her life, that You would open doors for a job and permanent housing in Jesus Christ name. We pray for godly relationships, that You would bring a godly man, husband into her life who would be fitting in Jesus Christ name if that is Your will. We pray for Your protection over her and all that You have entrusted her to do in Jesus Christ name. John 14:13,14.
Father, we also pray for those who have wronged and hurt her the SINNERS. We pray, Father that you would give each and every one of them the chance to accept Jesus Christ in their life to be saved by coming to you in prayer asking to accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior in Jesus Christ name,. As Jesus Christ also did in Luke 23:34. We ask the Father of Jesus Christ that each and every one of these SINNERS can then repent of their sins and be forgiven by Jesus Christ.
It's easy to try and give up on the world and people, but God wants us to be salt and light to the nations. Them not getting away with it is the natural response. God tells us in Romans 12:18,19 "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men. Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" We must trust that God will bring about his justice in His time.
However, God also does not want us believing that our lives should stay a wasteland in Jesus Christ name. We can have a life abundant. Our pain should not consume the rest of our lives or dimish our faith in Jesus Christ. That is not good and you may need some additional support such as through a priest, church, or bible believing counselor who can offer godly advice of which you will take note.
Among all other things God calls us to do while we are on Earth, is to pray. And while we have conflicts and confusion, we are told to turn it over to God. It is easy to blame others, but we also must be aware of our own sinful nature and can must start with Mark 12:30 and love God and love others as the most important purpose in life. We also ask God to search our hearts and know us as referenced in Psalm 139:23,24. God desires to give us a future and a hope as told in Jeremiah 29:11. He will provide in Jesus Christ name.
It is only through Jesus Christ and our relationship with Him that we can have peace and joy on Earth. God places us where we need to be but we should never try to live with one foot in the world and one foot in Heaven (1 John 2:15, Matthew 6:24). We can have this peace and contentment anywhere even without a significant other when we depend on Jesus Christ. For all and everything that we need in Christ can be provided. It is through Jesus Christ that miracles can be performed in Jesus Christ name. Let it be known that Jesus Christ is alive today. We look forward to Jesus Christ's imminent return and it is through Him and Him alone that we are saved and have relationship with God.
Heavenly Father, we pray in Jesus' holy name in the power of His name and by the blood of Jesus Christ, that our hearts and lives may shine for you. We pray for the requested desires of your servant's heart if in your will in Jesus Christ name. Amen