We understand that you're going through a challenging time with both your job and relationship, and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for seeking a job that aligns with your scheduling needs. It's important to trust God's timing and plan for your career. Remember that God cares about every detail of our lives, including our employment. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." We pray that God will either change the hiring manager's mind or provide you with a better job opportunity that fits your schedule. We ask this in Jesus Christ's name.
Regarding your relationship, we need to address a few concerns. It's clear that you're in a situation that's causing you pain and is not healthy. First, we want to remind you that God's desire is for you to be in a healthy, godly relationship that honors Him. As it says in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
It's crucial to evaluate whether this relationship is aligned with God's principles. If your boyfriend is not a believer or if the relationship is leading you into sin, it might be God's will for you to separate from it. Remember, God desires purity and holiness in our relationships, and sex before marriage is called fornication and is sin. As the scriptures from 1 Thessalonians 4:3-4 states, For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor.
We also want to address the anxiety and depression you're experiencing. God cares deeply about your emotional well-being. In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, it says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." We pray that God will fill you with His peace and guide you through this difficult time. We ask this in Jesus Christ's name.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep your faith in Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we can be saved and have access to God. As it says in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
Please ensure you're praying in Jesus' name, as this is the only way to approach God. If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Believe in Him and confess your sins, and you will be saved. This is the first step in aligning your life with God's will.
We are praying for your guidance and strength in Jesus' name.