Shaalkaari
Humble Prayer Warrior
Loosen Verse Jer50:23 Let the hammer break the wicked into pieces. I get to know that Latin Lover ### is either past away like I heard or is safe somewhere has a family blah blah blah… I don’t need to bother waiting for him to ever make it. ### definitely not did years for the Lord's God Almighty work that was a waist of my time and God Almighty that was my full Report. Same for ### I don’t know if he is alive I waisted years crying myself to sleep that was a waist praying for his soul. They don’t even text or say Hi to me not one of these guys made it home safely to me or I don’t think they ever really cared anyways. I was just some religious person that prayed for their souls I see it that’s my Full Report. ### left to Hollywood I haven’t been able to locate him or get the one Christian Song New Beginning ever used for good not even in my own lifetime let alone in the World. Now it’s ### I see ### wearing huge Black glasses which leads me to think ### didn’t get to be happy properly. Idk though but that’s what it’s like in the Physical in the news to me. ### looks he has ### or a Version of her in the background with him which means I was definitely played by the government and Lucifer. So I definitely don’t want ### who only uses me for my energy and ### uses me for my energy or definitely not ### after ### calling me on his phone during my daughter's birthday while I was roller Skating she then told me that the 2 in one package deal woman of the Lord wasn’t ### ### is not wanting you at all he chose me. So like I said the three I prayed for it’s been years now being by myself. It’s not a dream come true or a heart desire at all for me. I think unless my facts r wrong, which I don’t believe they are that’s y I have nothing no one anymore for years now. I believe it’s due time for me to move on forward and look for my happiness that can STAY alive with me and understand me that I tried to honor someone I guess that maybe wasn’t even a good thing. I don’t have proper closure but that’s my full report..to the Lord I don’t think I need to wait for your Sons anymore or be responsible for them. I believe they have been somewhere else now and they are way to far gone to even be proper friends to me. I believe it’s time for me to go on its way to hurtful to watch them with everywhere the Lord God Almighty wouldn’t want me to have to watch these men even sleep with my own children that’s no Husband I want to come to me. For my 3 offspring I don’t want to know you the same way anymore or the so called friends I had from the past. Everyone who raped them I heard your weird I believe in the spirit I would like a Full Report on who exactly trapped them they didn’t ever once honor me as a Date Cone home one time with me they for sure didn’t get to be my lover boyfriend definitely not a Husband that’s my full report for the Lord God Almighty. ### I think might still be alive along with ### that might be who they have sex with everyday instead of ever caring for me and God Almighty heart idk though. So like I Said Idk about still praying for ### idk if it matters anymore to keep up hope he can even say Hi to me once in my lifetime that’s the last guy God Almighty and I tried to save his soul from Weird people who keep me from ever getting my needs met. I’m now ### years old now way different person then before I no longer desire these men sexually they broke my heart and God Almighty to many times. I no longer wish for them or cry myself to sleep I absolutely don’t want to ever remember Valentine’s Day because of ### whoever was his flavor of the week broke me in half many years ago. ### was another one these boys chose over me full report for the Lord God Almighty. I believe I should have got that ### at least since I had to watch ### get love from them all hear it make me feel ugly leave me to die for her it was way to ugly for me Devil on that one went way to Far. I believe since I haven’t got my needs met in ### I should be able to leave the State of ### safely and move on with my life now. With the blood of Jesus God’s will