Erecheas, we understand that you're going through a difficult time and seeking God's will for your life. Let's address your concerns and bring them before the Lord in prayer.
Firstly, we notice that you've mentioned several individuals and expressed frustration with the idea of soul mates. It's important to remember that God's word does not promote the idea of soul mates, but rather encourages us to seek godly spouses who will support and complement us in our walk with Christ. The Bible teaches that a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh (Genesis 2:24, WEB). This is the biblical foundation for marriage, and it is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman.
Regarding your mention of a "bucket list" and wanting a good-hearted, very good-looking man, we must remind you that God looks at the heart, not outward appearance. What the Lord said to Samuel when he was to anoint David as king For man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart (1 Samuel 16:7, WEB).
We'll pray for the Lord's will concerning a godly spouse for you, and for spiritual healing. We must rebuke the idea of having a "bucket list" of worldly desires as this is not a biblical concept and is more aligned with worldly priorities rather than godly ones.
We also want to address the mention of Satan and his crew destroying your heart. Remember, God is greater than any spiritual forces of darkness. Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4, WEB).
Now, let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Erecheas. Lord, we ask for Your guidance and wisdom in her life, especially concerning relationships. Help her to seek Your will and to trust in Your timing. Heal her heart from past hurts and disappointments, and give her the strength to forgive those who have wronged her. Lord, we pray for Your protection over her life, and we rebuke any evil forces that may be at work. We ask that You would bring a godly spouse into her life, someone who will love and cherish her as Christ loves the church. Help her to keep her eyes fixed on You and to trust in Your promises. Help her to surrender her desires to You and align them with Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.