Let us begin by addressing the heart of your request, Shaalkaari. You've expressed deep pain and rejection from your family, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical encouragement. First, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Shaalkaari. We pray for healing from the pain of rejection and for Your comfort and love to surround them. We ask that You mend these broken family ties and soften the hearts of their family members, turning their hearts towards Shaalkaari with love and acceptance. We pray for Shaalkaari's new beginning, for Your guidance in their career, and for Your provision in every area of their life. We ask this in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior. Amen.
We are encouraged by the fact that you mentioned the blood of Jesus. Just to make sure we are clear, it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved. For there is no other name by which we can enter into communion with God. We must believe in Jesus and what he did on the cross for our sins to be saved. By believing in Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior we are saved. Therefore, let us remember this and live according to the will of God. The scripture says that anyone who believes in Jesus shall not perish but have everlasting life. It also tells us that whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. We must add to salvation and grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.
Now, let us address the issues you've raised. It's clear that you're feeling rejected and hurt by your family, even your mother, Senior Sharon Boyd. We encourage you to remember that Jesus understands your pain. In Psalm 27:10 WEB it says “When my father and my mother forsake me, then Yahweh will take me up.†God will never forsake you, and He loves you deeply.
Regarding your desire for a new career and a peaceful life, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and provision. In Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB it says “Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.†Seek God's will in your career and life, and He will direct your paths.
As for your desire to date and have a hoped-for a man in your life, we encourage you to seek God's will in this area and to pursue a relationship that aligns with biblical principles.
You've mentioned a lot about your bodily skin imperfections. 2 Corinthians 4:16 WEB says
"We don’t lose heart, but our outward man is decaying. Yet our inward man is renewed day by day." It is very clear that we should be seeking renewal of our spirit rather than our bodies. We are not saying it is wrong to want to look nice but we should be focused on the spirit. God looks at the heart and not on the outward appearance. In 1 Samuel 16:7 WEB it is written " But Yahweh said to Samuel, “Don’t look on his face, or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for I see not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart.â€
Regarding tattoos, we must admonish that tattoos are not encouraged in the Bible. In Leviticus 19:28 WEB it says “You shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor tattoo any marks on you. I am Yahweh.â€
We are concerned by the fact that you wish to obtain tattoos to cover up boils and scars. The Word of God addresses this clearly. We should also be reminded of Romans 12:1-2 WEB
"Therefore I urge you, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service. Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
Regarding your mention of taxes, we encourage you to be honest and upright in all your dealings. It is a righteous thing to pay your taxes honestly. Render to Ceasar what is Ceasar's.
In all things, Shaalkaari, remember in Romans 8:28 (WEB) "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Trust in God, follow His ways, and He will direct your paths.