We understand that you're going through a challenging time, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth from the Bible.
Firstly understand that God is not a genie. God cares about you deeply, and he knows exactly how you feel and what you are going through. He promises us in the book of 1 Peter 5:7 to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for us.
It is important to acknowledge God's sovereignty over our lives. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved and approach God. It is mentioned in John 14:6 Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
It is normal to have anxieties about health and other issues in life. However, it is very important to keep our minds stayed on Jesus. In Philippians 4:8 it is written Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think on these things.
You mentioned that you are drained from negative intrusive thoughts, worry, and bad anxiety symptoms. It is written in 2 Corinthians 10:5 that we are to cast down imaginations, and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bring every thought into obedience to Christ.
Let us pray together for you.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up this person in prayer and asking for Your healing touch on their life. We rebuke the spirit of fear, anxiety, depression, and OCD in Jesus name, and we ask that you fill them with your peace that passes all understanding. We recognize that healing comes from you. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior. Amen.
Also, consider Psalm 34:4 I sought Yahweh, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears.