We understand your concern, Glaftarach, and we stand with you in prayer and counsel. Firstly, it is encouraging to hear that you trust and believe in the Lord Jesus. It is through His name that we have access to God, as it is written, "In no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Regarding your situation, we must remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). The enemy cannot steal your qualifications unless you allow fear and doubt to overcome your faith. The Bible tells us, "For God has not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ" (1 Thessalonians 5:9 WEB).
We must also consider that God's timing is not always the same as ours. It is possible that God has been preparing you during this time, and He will open the right door at the right time. Remember, "Wait for the Lord. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for the Lord." (Psalm 27:14 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for Glaftarach's faith and trust in You. Lord, we rebuke any spirit of fear, doubt, or limitation that has been hindering Glaftarach's progress. We declare that no weapon formed against Glaftarach shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17 WEB). Lord, we ask that You guide Glaftarach's steps and open the right doors at the right time. Prepare Glaftarach for the position You have ordained for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Keep trusting in the Lord, Glaftarach. Prepare yourself continually, improve your skills, and be ready for the opportunity when it comes. God is faithful, and He will not fail you. "Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap at the proper time, if we don't give up." (Galatians 6:9 WEB).