need to learn to love myself

[Alera]

I know that doesn't sound like anything serious, or even something that requires actual prayer. But every night when I go to bed, I ask God to search my heart and tell me what I need to work on. 15 years ago He said I need to learn to love me. This has been a near impossible task for me. I was raised in an incredibly violent abusive home. In addition to the physicality of the abuse, my mother would tell my siblings and I that she should have aborted us. That there was something wrong with each of us, inside. That we were broken, just wrong. No one could ever love us, because of how terrible and awful we were. How I kept my sibling safe, was to take blame for everything that happened, so she would lay her hands on me and not them. I also had to be super vigilant for any thing that she could perceive as being done incorrectly etc. I bring that up, because most of my childhood was training for me to see everything I do wrong in life. I have severe PTSD, anxiety and panic attacks. This obviously has greatly impacted my life. I firmly believe that anything and everything good in my life, accomplished by me, what ever, doesn't come from me but from Him. During my teen years, I attempted suicide several times. I haven't in over 20 years, but I still long for death and the freedom from this pain that I know I will have when I get to live in His presence.
So what im asking for , is the ability to see myself as He sees me. He says to me that until I can learn to love and trust myself, I will never truly trust Him. I have been putting massive effort into this for the last year. I no longer hate me, however, loving is still quite the stretch. In the midst of this, my family and I have been homeless for 2 years and my husband of 12 years recently left us. Ha ha ha ha . But that's how it goes. I have a very difficult time believing I deserve good things, as a matter of fact, any time someone is nice to me, I am wracked with guilt. So yay. I don't know if anyone actually reads these, or just clicks on the pray for you button. I don't know if that even matters. He says ask and you shall receive. I need help and I need support so this is me asking.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Regina Adams]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Roy L.]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Texas1973]

Praying with and for you. God bless you.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus’ name answer your prayer request according to God’s perfect will, wisdom, timing, love, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus. Thank You. Amen!

Child of God Let Us Pray: God thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in Your Word daily. God heal me in every area of my life. Make me whole, successful, and a wise steward in Christ Jesus. Bless me with the spirit of obedience and strengthen me to always obey Your Word and will for my life. Let me be known by You and all the angels in heaven as a Friend of God. God dispatch the angels you have assigned to me to protect, deliver, and keep me safe from all accidents, evil, hurt, harm, danger, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. Cover me in the blood of Christ Jesus. Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper. Cause all my enemies of the Lord to stumble, fail, and be greatly ashamed. Save and deliver my enemies. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, those I love, and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You, Thank You, Thank You. Amen, so be it in Jesus’ name.

Prayer Written By Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., BCPCLC--Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach - www.theencourager.net

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[mycorize]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Alera]

May God in Jesus’ name answer your prayer request according to God’s perfect will, wisdom, timing, love, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus. Thank You. Amen!

Child of God Let Us Pray: God thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in Your Word daily. God heal me in every area of my life. Make me whole, successful, and a wise steward in Christ Jesus. Bless me with the spirit of obedience and strengthen me to always obey Your Word and will for my life. Let me be known by You and all the angels in heaven as a Friend of God. God dispatch the angels you have assigned to me to protect, deliver, and keep me safe from all accidents, evil, hurt, harm, danger, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. Cover me in the blood of Christ Jesus. Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper. Cause all my enemies of the Lord to stumble, fail, and be greatly ashamed. Save and deliver my enemies. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, those I love, and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You, Thank You, Thank You. Amen, so be it in Jesus’ name.

Prayer Written By Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., BCPCLC--Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach - www.theencourager.net

Share This Prayer Link: https://be-an-encourager.blogspot.com/2019/05/prayer-changes-things.html

Thank you. So much.

 

[hostadmin]

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