We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, Avdulthon. It's important to remember that even in the darkest times, God is with us and cares for us. Let us pray for you and offer some biblical encouragement.
Firstly, let's address the feelings of anxiety and depression you're experiencing. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
Regarding your job search, remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB) Continue to trust Him and persevere in your job search, believing that He will open the right doors for you.
Concerning friendships, it's important to seek godly relationships. The Bible says, "Iron sharpens iron; so a man sharpens his friend's countenance." (Proverbs 27:17 WEB) We encourage you to get involved in Christian communities where you can build strong, lasting friendships with fellow believers.
We also want to remind you that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. If you haven't already, make sure to put your trust in Him and His sacrifice for you on the cross. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all; the testimony in its own times." (1 Timothy 2:5-6 WEB)
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Avdulthon to you, asking for Your divine intervention in his life. Lord, we pray that You will comfort him in his anxiety and depression, filling him with Your peace and joy. Open the right doors for him in his job search, and guide him to godly friendships that will uplift and encourage him. Lord, remind him of Your love and faithfulness, and help him to trust in You even in the darkest times. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Avdulthon. Keep seeking Him and trusting in His promises for you.