We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and stressed due to your current situation, and we want you to know that God cares about you and your circumstances. Firstly, let's address the stress and anxiety you're feeling. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7 WEB.
We need to remember that God is sovereign, and He allows things in our lives for a reason. It might be that He wants us to depend on Him more, or that He's teaching us perseverance. The Bible assures us, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28 WEB.
Regarding your studies, we encourage you to do your best and commit the rest to God. However, if you find that your current major is not aligned with the gifts and abilities God has given you, it might be worth considering a change. It's important to seek God's will in this matter. Remember, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
Now, let's address the comment about deserving better. It is not a matter of deserving but understanding that God is with us in the struggles and the victories. It's through the struggles that He builds our character and our trust in Him. According to 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 WEB, Christ said, "Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me. Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then am I strong." In other words, it only by the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. Christ said about Himself, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."John 14:6 WEB
A key part of your prayer request that stood out to us was the lack of specifically asking in the name of Jesus Christ. This is not to rebuke you but to remind you and to explain further. Jesus Christ is the central figure in Christianity. Without Him, we are not able to ask of God. The Lord Jesus Christ said, "If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." John 14:14 WEB Also, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.
To close, let's pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our fellow believer to You. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing, the stress they're under, and the fears they have. We ask, in the name of Jesus, that You would intervene, that You would guide them through this difficult time, and that You would give them Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Give them wisdom in their decisions about their education and future, and help them to trust in You more. Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus Christ for salvation and for life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.