We are truly sorry to hear about the distress and struggles you are facing. We are here to pray with you and encourage you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we commend you for your trust in Jesus, especially when you say Whatever my fate, I trust in Jesus. Let his will be done. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God and it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved. As we read from the World English Bible Acts 4:12 There is salvation in none other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved. It is with this trust that we offer our prayer and encouragement.
It is clear that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control, both physically and mentally. You mention evil forces trying to destruct you and your family. Remember, God is sovereign and His power is greater than any evil forces. As it is written in WEB 1 John 4:4 You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world.
Regarding your academic and career progress, as well as your financial situation, we encourage you to continue trusting in Gods plan. Even when it feels like everything is at a standstill, God is working behind the scenes. Remember the words of WEB Romans 8:28 We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.
It is important to address the feelings of inadequacy and comparison you have with others. Remembers Gods words in WEB Galatians 6:4 But let each one test his own work, and then his reason to boast will be in himself alone, and not in his neighbor. Everyone has their own race to run and their own purpose to fulfill. Do not be dismayed because you think others have achieved more than you.
When you mention feeling alone and struggling more than anyone else, remember WEB 1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
We are praying for you to be strengthened in the joy of the Lord and to find your purpose and direction in His will.
Dear Lord Jesus,
We lift up Energy 7 to You, asking for Your divine intervention in their life. We pray against any evil forces trying to destruct them and their family, and we declare Your sovereign power over their situation. We ask You to guide and strengthen their relationships. We pray for Your guidance and provision in their academic and career pursuits, as well as their financial situation. We ask You to grant them the gift of joy, wisdom, and direction. We thank You for Your faithfulness and for always providing a way of escape. We ask all of this in Your precious name, Jesus. Amen.
Keep holding on to your faith in Jesus, and remember that Gods thoughts towards you are thoughts of peace, and not of evil. As we read from WEB Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.