I don't even know where to begin. I'm always depressed heartbroken feeling hopeless and spiritually abandoned. I've been suffering from chronic depression since I was a child I went through a lot of abuse by getting bullied for years in school. I have history of sexual abuse. I turned to drugs alcohol and smoking at one point. I develop chronic throat problems. I believe due to acid reflux. And actually witchcraft being done against me now I know some christians get sketchy about witchcraft but just remember The Bible does tell us to be aware of it. I do believe that witchcraft attacks are very real because I've felt inexperienced the effects of it and I believe it could be a huge part of why I'm experiencing a lot of the hell I'm going through.
I've been in-and-out of the doctor's offices for years concerning this chronic throat problem I feel like the acid reflex did some damage to my upper throat area.
Sometimes when I eat it hurts my chest.
I've been to a ears nose and throat doctor and they can't seem to see what's going on. And I just don't understand why.
I'm on social security disability. I can't work due to the numerous learning disabilities I go through on top of not having a good support system in school growing up. It and other mental illnesses I am challenged by on a day-to-day basis. And now with this chronic throat problem I'm dealing with and constant acid reflex attacks. I also suffer from gallstone problems.
I feel like I run out of money the minute I get it.
Strange things are always happening in my sister's house where I live. Something's always breaking something's always going on.
I've been under such mental physical and emotional attack sometimes it's hard to even trust to put your business out there and to seek someone to keep you in prayer and just help you stay encouraged in the Lord. My faith is very weak right now I feel abandoned by God I don't feel loved by him.
It's really hard to trust people nowadays people are cruel.Can even always accept prayers coming from everybody because you don't know exactly who or what they're praying to. This is what spiritual attacks have done to me I don't trust anything anymore.I'm terrified I cry so much because I just feel like every door in window is shut in my life. When it comes to my health my finances my love life everything feels like a curse that I just can't escape from.
I'm just left sitting and standing here trying to figure and wonder what have I done to deserve this? What karmic debt am I paying?
I haven't done any worse than the next person sure I'm not perfect I have my faults but to deserve the tournament I'm going through right now without any real cause?
I feel like I'm walking in a living nightmare.
Keep me and my family and your prayers I have a 14 year old daughter. Who deals with behavior problems.
As a matter of fact this is when this all started Several years ago when this weird psychic guy told me he would put a curse on me and destroy my life and ever since then all this crazy madness started happening. I lost custody of my daughter Several months after her father had died And a month after she was taken out of my custody I became homeless and started dealing with help problems and money issues.
I know my case seems challenging and difficult I can understand if nobody even wants to touch it lol. But if you believe you have real favor with God and unwavering faith and you believe he answers your prayers. I beg a good Christian one here to intercede from my situation because I don't know how to do it for myself anymore. My faith is completely broken and I just don't know how to pick myself up anymore. I don't even know how to think optimistic anymore and I always used to think on a brighter side I don't even know how to do that period I don't even know how to smile without being real or genuine. I no longer like doing the things I used to love to do because the chronic depression has taken over because of all these circumstances in my life that just won't seem to go away.
Whoever takes the time to pray for me and sincerely pray for me from their heart and unconditional love I appreciate it and may God-bless you and your families. And to those with malicious intent that pray wickedly may it come back on you a thousandfold.
Sad I have to word it that way because I no longer trust people after the spiritual attacks I have been going through.
I hope Christian brothers and sisters here can learn a thing or two from that because the enemy has his devices in so many different locations.
I've been attacked by the enemy long enough to know how he works in operates and how sneaky he is.
If anybody would like to inbox me or ask me any questions feel free to do so God-bless you.
I've been in-and-out of the doctor's offices for years concerning this chronic throat problem I feel like the acid reflex did some damage to my upper throat area.
Sometimes when I eat it hurts my chest.
I've been to a ears nose and throat doctor and they can't seem to see what's going on. And I just don't understand why.
I'm on social security disability. I can't work due to the numerous learning disabilities I go through on top of not having a good support system in school growing up. It and other mental illnesses I am challenged by on a day-to-day basis. And now with this chronic throat problem I'm dealing with and constant acid reflex attacks. I also suffer from gallstone problems.
I feel like I run out of money the minute I get it.
Strange things are always happening in my sister's house where I live. Something's always breaking something's always going on.
I've been under such mental physical and emotional attack sometimes it's hard to even trust to put your business out there and to seek someone to keep you in prayer and just help you stay encouraged in the Lord. My faith is very weak right now I feel abandoned by God I don't feel loved by him.
It's really hard to trust people nowadays people are cruel.Can even always accept prayers coming from everybody because you don't know exactly who or what they're praying to. This is what spiritual attacks have done to me I don't trust anything anymore.I'm terrified I cry so much because I just feel like every door in window is shut in my life. When it comes to my health my finances my love life everything feels like a curse that I just can't escape from.
I'm just left sitting and standing here trying to figure and wonder what have I done to deserve this? What karmic debt am I paying?
I haven't done any worse than the next person sure I'm not perfect I have my faults but to deserve the tournament I'm going through right now without any real cause?
I feel like I'm walking in a living nightmare.
Keep me and my family and your prayers I have a 14 year old daughter. Who deals with behavior problems.
As a matter of fact this is when this all started Several years ago when this weird psychic guy told me he would put a curse on me and destroy my life and ever since then all this crazy madness started happening. I lost custody of my daughter Several months after her father had died And a month after she was taken out of my custody I became homeless and started dealing with help problems and money issues.
I know my case seems challenging and difficult I can understand if nobody even wants to touch it lol. But if you believe you have real favor with God and unwavering faith and you believe he answers your prayers. I beg a good Christian one here to intercede from my situation because I don't know how to do it for myself anymore. My faith is completely broken and I just don't know how to pick myself up anymore. I don't even know how to think optimistic anymore and I always used to think on a brighter side I don't even know how to do that period I don't even know how to smile without being real or genuine. I no longer like doing the things I used to love to do because the chronic depression has taken over because of all these circumstances in my life that just won't seem to go away.
Whoever takes the time to pray for me and sincerely pray for me from their heart and unconditional love I appreciate it and may God-bless you and your families. And to those with malicious intent that pray wickedly may it come back on you a thousandfold.
Sad I have to word it that way because I no longer trust people after the spiritual attacks I have been going through.
I hope Christian brothers and sisters here can learn a thing or two from that because the enemy has his devices in so many different locations.
I've been attacked by the enemy long enough to know how he works in operates and how sneaky he is.
If anybody would like to inbox me or ask me any questions feel free to do so God-bless you.
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