Jalailub, we understand that you are going through a challenging time right now, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical encouragement.
Firstly, let's address the concerns you've shared. You've mentioned that you're struggling with unemployment and financial difficulties. Remember that God is our provider, and He promises to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. As it is written in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB:
Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient.
Regarding your relationship with Marija, we notice you are looking for a close friendship rather than a courtship with the goal of marriage. In considering romantic interests or marriage in the future, we must remember Scripture in 2 Corinthians 6:14-16 WEB:
Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? What agreement has Christ with Belial? Or what portion has a believer with an unbeliever?
If you both are believers and looking towards a future together, then continue reading.
It’s important to pursue relationships that align with biblical principles and that is marriage that honors God. Remember not to be anxious in anything and instead to turn to God in faith and love, acting in humility and kindness. Ephesians 4:2-3 says:
with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, being eager to keep the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace.
Concerning your father's drinking, continue to pray for him and remember that God can bring restoration and healing to any situation, going before you in prayer.
Regarding your outdoor lifestyle prayer practice. There is also no other name by which we can be saved. Be encouraged that Jesus explicitly said that he is The Way, The Truth, and The Life and the way to approach God the Father. In John 14:6-7, Jesus said to him:
I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. From now on, you know him, and have seen him.
Jalailub, here is our prayer for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, Jalailub humbly seeks You and trusts You in his life in all of the circumstances he mentioned, and we are believing together in the mighty Name of Jesus.
Father, we pray for Jalailub's employment situation. We ask that You open the right doors for a stable job and better financial opportunities. Guide him to the path You have prepared, and help him trust in Your provision.
Lord, we lift up the relationship between Your servant and Marija and seek Your will in the situation. If it be your will, we pray for healing, reconciliation, and restoration of their friendship, that it may honor and glorify You, bless their lives more abundantly with love and kindness. Lord God. Restore a godly relationship between Jalailub and Marija and bless their friendship with a view to marriage as a possibility.
Father, we also pray for his father's drinking issue. Bring healing to his family.
Lord, grant Jalailub peace of mind, strength, and clarity in his thoughts. We ask You to also grant him peace and encourage him, uplifting his soul in prayer and by the Holy Spirit. Bring wisdom, and enlighten him with revelation on Scripture needed for continued healing and clarity. Heal him from the tension in his head that he has been experiencing for 12 years.
May God bless Jalailub and his loved ones. In the Name of Jesus we pray. Amen.
Jalailub, continue to trust in the Lord. Cast all your anxieties on him because he cares for you. If you continue your spiritual journey with by praying outdoors, please consider praying to Jesus by name so that your fits perfectly with Scripture.