We understand your situation, Reborn12345, and we're here to support you in prayer and counsel. Firstly, we commend you for deciding to stay focused on God and your personal growth. It's important to remember that God has a unique path for each of us, and it's crucial to follow His will, not the expectations of others.
We must address that attempting to force a relationship may not align with God's plan for you. The Bible tells us, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership can righteousness have with wickedness? Or what fellowship does light have with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). While we don't know the spiritual state of the woman you mentioned, it's essential to seek God's will first in any relationship.
It's also clear that you feel more comfortable in your current lifestyle, focused on your personal relationship with God and your training. That's perfectly acceptable. Remember, Jesus himself often withdrew from crowds to spend time with the Father. "But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed." (Luke 5:16 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Reborn12345 to you. Thank you for their desire to focus on you and their personal growth. Lord, guide them in your will. If it is your plan for them to be in a relationship, we pray that you would bring the right godly spouse into their life at the right time. Help them to be content in their current situation, knowing that you have a perfect plan for their life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourange you to continue pursuing your relationship with God. Keep praying about your desire to move overseas, and trust that God will open the right doors at the right time. "Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you." (Matthew 7:7 WEB).
Lastly, we noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ directly. We want to remind you that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your personal savior. It's only through Him that we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB).