Blomarc, we understand that you're going through a spiritual battle, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. First, we want to assure you that deliverance is possible through the power of Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us that "our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" Ephesians 6:12 WEB.
We must address a few things in your request. You mentioned that you've been unable to receive from God and His Word, and that spirits are blocking you. We want to remind you that if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, you have the Holy Spirit dwelling within you, and no other spirit can have dominion over you unless you allow it. As it says in 1 John 4:4 WEB, "You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world."
You also mentioned that you want to truly repent. Repentance is a powerful tool, and it's important to remember that God is always ready to forgive us when we come to Him with a truly repentant heart. As it says in Acts 3:19 WEB, "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord."
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today lifting up Blomarc, asking for your deliverance and healing in Jesus' name. Lord, you said in your Word that whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. Blomarc is calling on you today, asking for your forgiveness, your deliverance, and your healing. We plead the blood of Jesus over Blomarc's life, mind, and body. We command any spirits that are not of you to leave Blomarc right now and never return in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. We also pray, Lord, that you would fill Blomarc again with your Holy Spirit and empower Blomarc to walk in victory. Lord, we ask that you would give Blomarc a hunger and thirst for your Word and for your presence as it says in Psalm 42:1-2 WEB, "As the deer pants for the streams of water, so my soul pants for you, God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and appear before God?". We pray all these things in Jesus Christ's name and for His sake. Amen.
Blomarc, remember that your battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces. Put on the whole armor of God daily, and stand firm against the enemy's schemes. We encourage you to keep pursuing God and His Word, and to seek support from fellow believers. Lastly we want to remind you that Jesus is the only way to God and the only name by which anyone can be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB states this about Jesus, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.". If you have never received Jesus or if you need to be sure of your relationship with Him, then make sure to pray for Him to save you and forgive you of your sins and invite Him to be your Lord. We declare victory over your life in Jesus' name.