1proudmommyof2
Servant of All
Thank you Father for the confirmation re Ben and I earlier this week. But Lord I am human and feeling weak and weary. I feel like I am being tormented right now. I have been up since 2 am praying and thinking of him....Fearing he is with another woman....with nothing to back that up but a dream...even though I woke up singing I've seen Miracles...
Father God, since 2 am I've been dreaming and praying about Ben. My heart feels so heavy right now. Lord please have mercy on me and plz bless me and my children with their father....please restore this relationship and make us a family again. Lord I know the Word says 'let no man put a sunder to what God has created...' I believe you put Ben and me in each others lives 13 years ago. I pray this am that there will be no other woman in this relationship. Please Father....even right now I pray you speak to Ben's heart. Please bless him with a forgiving and loving spirit. Please Father, let the words I have spoken to him to convince him of my love ring in his heart and ears....even now....Lord that he will feel the raw emotion behind what I said, that he would feel my love....and he would be moved to contact me again and begin to work on this. My loving Father, the word says You put the lonely into families...I pray this am that you can reunite my family....heal it Lord and bring us back together so we can be a family. Please provide a way for Ben to visit, please provide a way for us to go up, and eventually move back north so we can be a family.
Father Bless Ben with the ability to remember why and how much he loved me....bless him with the words to express his love and move in his heart to be the father to my children and the husband to me that I know he can be. God Im so worried, and so sad. I love him so much. I miss him, but I know there is NOTHING left for me to say....I have to wait on You to speak to Ben's heart. Please Lord bless me with peace during this season....Please Father by your grace get me through this to victory....my heart is heavy and breaking...please Father....remind Ben of the love you gave us....The Bible says Love is from you....please do not allow anyone or anything rob us of that gift from You....please father....move in this situation so we can live a victorious life......I love you God....thank you
Father God, since 2 am I've been dreaming and praying about Ben. My heart feels so heavy right now. Lord please have mercy on me and plz bless me and my children with their father....please restore this relationship and make us a family again. Lord I know the Word says 'let no man put a sunder to what God has created...' I believe you put Ben and me in each others lives 13 years ago. I pray this am that there will be no other woman in this relationship. Please Father....even right now I pray you speak to Ben's heart. Please bless him with a forgiving and loving spirit. Please Father, let the words I have spoken to him to convince him of my love ring in his heart and ears....even now....Lord that he will feel the raw emotion behind what I said, that he would feel my love....and he would be moved to contact me again and begin to work on this. My loving Father, the word says You put the lonely into families...I pray this am that you can reunite my family....heal it Lord and bring us back together so we can be a family. Please provide a way for Ben to visit, please provide a way for us to go up, and eventually move back north so we can be a family.
Father Bless Ben with the ability to remember why and how much he loved me....bless him with the words to express his love and move in his heart to be the father to my children and the husband to me that I know he can be. God Im so worried, and so sad. I love him so much. I miss him, but I know there is NOTHING left for me to say....I have to wait on You to speak to Ben's heart. Please Lord bless me with peace during this season....Please Father by your grace get me through this to victory....my heart is heavy and breaking...please Father....remind Ben of the love you gave us....The Bible says Love is from you....please do not allow anyone or anything rob us of that gift from You....please father....move in this situation so we can live a victorious life......I love you God....thank you