We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles, Osvelis, and we are here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you. Firstly, it's important to remember that God is your ultimate provider and protector. In your need for transportation, trust that God will make a way.
Remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that he himself said, "It is more blessed to give than to receive." Acts 20:35 WEB
It's disheartening that your stepfamily is not supportive, but continue to pray for them and trust that God will touch their hearts.
Regarding your stepmother's relationship, it's important to remember that God's design for relationships is that they should be moving toward marriage, and until then, they should be living separately and abstaining from sexual immorality.
But because of sexual immorality, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband. 1 Corinthians 7:2 WEB.
For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, 1 Thessalonians 4:3 WEB.
It's not godly or beneficial for them to be spending the night together unless they are married. We encourage you to pray for their conviction and for God to guide their relationship. This is the best thing that can be done because if those two people end up getting married and your stepmom has not been faithful to God, then their marriage is not blessed by God.
Your panic attacks are understandable, especially as you grapple with your father's passing. God is your comfort and strength in times of trouble. Pray for His peace and healing.
In Jesus name, we pray,
Heavenly Father, we lift up Osvelis to you, asking for your provision in their transportation needs. We pray for a change of heart in their stepfamily, that they may be moved to help and support Osvelis. We ask for your conviction and guidance in their stepmother's relationship, that it may align with your will and bring honor to your name. We also pray for your comfort and healing for Osvelis, that you may ease their panic attacks and help them through their grief. We ask this in Jesus' name.
We also gently remind you, Osvelis, that it is only in Jesus that we have access to God. If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior.
for "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved." Romans 10:13 WEB