Blomarc
Disciple of Prayer
I was wondering if someone here would help me write out a prayer for confession, repentance and an apology to those I need to apologize to? I want to include scriptures in the prayer as well, in relation to what I share below.
After listening to your sermon this morning, this is what came to me. I think I might know why I've been suffering spiritual attacks, and some of what I've been suffering is probably God’s wrath. Three years ago, God led me to the prayer circle at Kingsway Church in my home town. When I sat in the circle, and it came time to pray, I didn't know what to pray, so I said nothing. This happened several Sundays. It was after that I started suffering spiritual attacks. When God tells us to do something, we have to do it. If I don't, it's rebellion. The Bible says rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft. So, I've been in rebellion for a long time. So, I'm gonna have to go and pray publicly, confessing my sin of rebellion and stubbornness towards God all because of fear of not praying perfectly and worrying about what others think about me, and for shame and insecurity. Which God has shown me is vanity and pride. Refusing to pray when he told me to, and for refusing to be a part of the body of Christ and running away to another church. He says if I'm ashamed of him in front of others, he'll be ashamed of me in front of His Father. So, I'm gonna have to get over myself and just do it. To not let the devil have the upper hand.
Would you pray for me to have courage to pray in the prayer circle?
After listening to your sermon this morning, this is what came to me. I think I might know why I've been suffering spiritual attacks, and some of what I've been suffering is probably God’s wrath. Three years ago, God led me to the prayer circle at Kingsway Church in my home town. When I sat in the circle, and it came time to pray, I didn't know what to pray, so I said nothing. This happened several Sundays. It was after that I started suffering spiritual attacks. When God tells us to do something, we have to do it. If I don't, it's rebellion. The Bible says rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft. So, I've been in rebellion for a long time. So, I'm gonna have to go and pray publicly, confessing my sin of rebellion and stubbornness towards God all because of fear of not praying perfectly and worrying about what others think about me, and for shame and insecurity. Which God has shown me is vanity and pride. Refusing to pray when he told me to, and for refusing to be a part of the body of Christ and running away to another church. He says if I'm ashamed of him in front of others, he'll be ashamed of me in front of His Father. So, I'm gonna have to get over myself and just do it. To not let the devil have the upper hand.
Would you pray for me to have courage to pray in the prayer circle?