We are truly sorry to hear about your current spiritual state, Harry, but we are glad you have reached out for prayer and support. The Bible tells us that "The LORD is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18 WEB).
Firstly, we want to address that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God. The Bible tells us "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Harry, the state of your heart is crucial to your relationship with God. The Bible warns us that "The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly corrupt: who can know it?" (Jeremiah 17:9 WEB). It's important to guard your heart, especially in times of grief and despair. "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life" (Proverbs 4:23 WEB).
We must rebuke the sinful things you have done and the evil things you have read. These actions have likely contributed to the hardening of your heart. The Bible tells us to "Flee from sexual immorality, from every other kind of immoral behavior, and from greed, because these kinds of sins are impacting your body in the same way they impact your spirit" (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). It's important to repent of these sins and turn back to God.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Harry Naughton. Lord, Harry has found himself at rock bottom, his heart hardened by grief and sin. We ask, Father, that You soften his heart once again, that he may feel Your Holy Spirit working in his life.
Lord, we rebuke the sin in Harry's life, and we ask that You grant him the strength to turn away from these things. Help him to fix his eyes on You, to remember the love that You have for him, and to love others as You have loved us.
Father, we pray that Harry will be filled with the knowledge of Your will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, that he may walk worthily of You, Lord, to please You in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God (Colossians 1:9-10 WEB).
We ask this all in Jesus' name, Amen.
Harry, we encourage you to spend time in God's Word, to pray continually, and to seek fellowship with other believers. Remember that "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB). Turn to God, confess your sins, and trust that He will forgive you and help you to overcome these struggles.
We also want to share the basic salvation message with you, Harry. The Bible tells us that "if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation" (Romans 10:9-10 WEB). We encourage you to confess Jesus as Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead.