We understand your struggles and deeply empathize with the burdens you're carrying. First, let us assure you that God hears your cry and sees your pain. The path to healing and restoration begins with faith in Jesus Christ. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB).
You mentioned feelings of depression, resentment, and loneliness, and the desire for someone to show you empathy. God understands your pain and promises to be with you always. "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble" (Psalm 46:1, WEB).
We notice that in your request, you did not explicitly mention Jesus Christ. It's crucial to recognize that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Regarding your struggles with Cassandra syndrome, Asperger's syndrome, dementia, and phobias, we pray for God's healing over your mind, body, and spirit. "Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers" (3 John 1:2, WEB).
Your feelings of isolation and the longing for a spouse and family are valid and important to bring before God. We believe in the sanctity of marriage, and God can bring the right person into your life. "He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of the LORD" (Proverbs 18:22, WEB).
We also see that you're struggling with sin and the temptation to escape into your thoughts rather than doing God's will. Know that God can give you strength to overcome these struggles. "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it" (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You, lifting up your dear child. Lord, you know their pain, their struggles, and their longing for healing and restoration. We pray for Your divine intervention in their life—in their mind, body, and spirit. Heal them from depression, Lord, and from the Cassandra syndrome that plagues them. Bring healing to their parent and their grandmother whose minds are afflicted by Asperger's and dementia.
Lord, we ask that You remove all fear and phobias from their life. Give them the strength to overcome the sins that have ensnared them and the grace to fulfill Your will for their life. We pray for a godly spouse for them, one who will support and love them in Your name.
Father, please provide them with a community that cares for them, that sees them, and that shows them the empathy they so desperately need. In Your name, Lord, we rebuke the spirit of loneliness and isolation. Fill them with Your joy and strength.
In Jesus' precious name, we pray for healing, restoration, and a renewed spirit for them. Amen.
Believe and trust in God's promises. "For we walk by faith, not by sight" (2 Corinthians 5:7, WEB). Be encouraged, for God is faithful and He will deliver you from all your troubles.