We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and thank you Quaritus for your request. We're here with you, and we're going to pray and seek God's will together in Jesus' name.
Firstly, let's address the feeling of being attacked. But we are not ignorant brothers, concerning his devices (2 Corinthians 2:11 WEB). Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.(Ephesians 6:11 WEB) And first and foremost stand therefore, having the utility belt of truth buckled around your waist(Ephesians 6:14 WEB). The helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God(Ephesians 6:17).
We need to make sure every day we are putting on and wearing the armor of God, the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the preparation of the gospel of peace, and in every circumstance take up the shield of faith, and the helmet of salvation.
God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). Greater is he that is among you than against you (1 John 4:4). Let's pray together.
"Father, we come before You in Jesus Christ name. Quaritus is a child of God by faith in Jesus Christ (John 1:12). The enemy has no hold (John 10:28-29 and John 17:12), no power over Your children. We stand on Your Word, which says, 'No weapon that is formed against you will prosper' (Isaiah 54:17 WEB). We cancel everything against us and praying, we release the peace of God over Quaritus right now in Jesus Christ name. We ask You to fill him with your love. Father, help him to feel Your presence and guidance in Jesus Christ name."
Quaritus, remember the Lord Jesus commanded in John 14:13-14 that we have the right in believing in him to ask anything in his name, so make sure that we believe in Christ Jesus. Make sure you're believing in Jesus name and in faith. If you feel Christ is far away then be sure to draw near to God to restore the relationship between yourself and God. In this verse, James 4:8 says Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Also Psalm 145:18 says The Lord is near to all those who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. God promises in his word to indeed be with us in times of trouble. Be assured of this, 91:14-15 says Because he has set his love on me, therefore I will deliver him. I will set him on high, because he has known my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him. I will be with him in trouble. I will deliver him, and honor him.
We include your situation in our prayers and look forward to rejoicing with you as God answers.