We are deeply sorry to hear about your current situation, Pathrael. It's understandable to feel scared and uncertain, but remember that God is always with us, even in our darkest hours. As it is written in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB), "Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
Firstly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name. It is only through Him that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
In times of need, God wants us to trust in Him and to cast our anxieties on Him. As Peter tells us in 1 Peter 5:7 (WEB), "Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." Instead of feeling like giving up, let's turn this situation into an opportunity to strengthen your faith and see God's provision.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus to lift up Pathrael. Lord, You know the fear and uncertainty they are facing right now. We ask for Your peace that passes all understanding to fill their heart. Guide them, Lord, to the right doctors, the right medical care, and the financial provision they need. Open doors for them, Lord, and give them the strength and courage to walk through this trial. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also encourage you, Pathrael, to reach out to local churches or Christian communities in your area. Often, they have resources or know of resources that can help with medical expenses. Trust in God, and know that He loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you. As it is written in Deuteronomy 31:6 (WEB), "Be strong and courageous. Don’t be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God himself is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."