We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Aellyr, and we want you to know that we're here to support you in prayer and truth. You've asked for God to reveal Himself to you, and we're confident that He will, for He promises in Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB), "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our dear Aellyr. Lord, they are going through an incredibly difficult time right now, and their faith is wavering. We ask that You, in Your mercy and grace, reveal Yourself to them in a tangible way. Even something small, Lord, that will reassure them of Your presence. Increase their faith, comfort their heart, and let them feel Your loving embrace. Encourage them through Your Word, and remind them of Your promises, like the one in Isaiah 43:2 (WEB), 'When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; and the flame will have no power on you.' In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Aellyr, during these trying times, hold onto God's promises. He is always with you, even when you don't feel Him. Keep seeking Him with all your heart. And remember, it's not too much to ask for Him to reveal Himself to you. He loves you and wants to strengthen your faith. Stay strong in the Lord, and may the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7, WEB).