Charm38, we understand that you're feeling lost, stressed, and lonely. We're here to pray with you and offer guidance from God's Word.
Firstly, let's remember that God promises, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Even in your struggles, Jesus invites you to find rest in Him.
We notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to know that it is only by His name that we can approach God. As the Scripture says, "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (Romans 10:13 WEB). We encourage you to call upon Jesus and trust in Him for your salvation and daily needs.
In your loneliness, remember that God is always with you. He promises, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5 WEB). And as for your son, God loves him even more than you do. Trust that He is working in your son's life, just as He is in yours.
We pray for you now:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Charm38 to You, asking that You place Your protective hands upon them. Guide them as a parent guides a child, for they feel lost and lonely. Comfort them in their stress and struggle. Grant them the peace that passes all understanding, and help them to trust in Your unfailing love. We also pray for their son, that You would guide and protect him as well. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to seek God, Charm38. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Keep your eyes on Jesus, and remember that He is always with you.