Fruidoth
Disciple of Prayer
Can someone please pray for me? I attempted to do self deliverance, it might have made it worse. I'm experiencing brain fog/confusion and my throat seems to be constantly tight which sort of makes it very uncomfortable to socialize with others. I feel tormented with intrusive thoughts of judgment and anger toward others without reasons, I dislike how frequently I cuss and I have no inspiration.
I recently got sober after daily drinking for ### years I thought alcohol could have been the reason of those symptoms but it didn’t change them. On the bright side, getting sober lead me back to Christ last ###, I’m confident that I will never drink again, nonetheless, I’m struggling with other sins, especially lust. I am able to resist for over a month at a time, until I feel an urge so strong that I can’t even resist it.
After getting through a trauma at the age of ###, I turned into New Age, tarots, magic, pendulum, talking to psychics to fill a void and grieving a death. I believe it might have opened a door to those demonic entities to have a right over me.
During my life, I dealt with self-mutilation, had a video game, cannabis and porn addiction. I was bisexual, listened to blasphemous music, had many friends with benefits at my worst I was having ### different one-night stands in a week. I was casually doing cocaine while being drunk on weekends and was prideful about being comfortable financially. I’m not doing those things anymore aside from playing video games a few times a week.
I genuinely don’t think it is just spiritual warfare, some of the thoughts I currently have are not mine. I pray, read the Bible and listen to Christian podcasts daily. I confessed my sins, forgave people who hurt me but those presences don’t leave whatsoever. Help me Lord.
I recently got sober after daily drinking for ### years I thought alcohol could have been the reason of those symptoms but it didn’t change them. On the bright side, getting sober lead me back to Christ last ###, I’m confident that I will never drink again, nonetheless, I’m struggling with other sins, especially lust. I am able to resist for over a month at a time, until I feel an urge so strong that I can’t even resist it.
After getting through a trauma at the age of ###, I turned into New Age, tarots, magic, pendulum, talking to psychics to fill a void and grieving a death. I believe it might have opened a door to those demonic entities to have a right over me.
During my life, I dealt with self-mutilation, had a video game, cannabis and porn addiction. I was bisexual, listened to blasphemous music, had many friends with benefits at my worst I was having ### different one-night stands in a week. I was casually doing cocaine while being drunk on weekends and was prideful about being comfortable financially. I’m not doing those things anymore aside from playing video games a few times a week.
I genuinely don’t think it is just spiritual warfare, some of the thoughts I currently have are not mine. I pray, read the Bible and listen to Christian podcasts daily. I confessed my sins, forgave people who hurt me but those presences don’t leave whatsoever. Help me Lord.




Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.