Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray in Jesus' name that I should be healthy and healed as every day there is blood in painful itchy stool and gastric, gum issues. I didn't get a choice to marry whom I wanted to as I had to follow parents' option and can't run away being eldest with responsibility; I just sacrificed my life in vain but now my siblings have kids and a good life, so thanks to Jesus for that. My life I am unable to do anything... so-called husband doesn't behave like one and I am living a single life even after marriage 10 years, no kids or sex or intimate talks.... leading a lonely alone life... My parents ask me to divorce him but he doesn't agree or work and I am not strong enough. He doesn't have an affair but just wants to come and go for the name's sake, live in the same house for outsiders to believe him as only Jesus knows what happens inside four walls as he just pretends... My life spoiled, unable to answer anyone's question as they ask only me and today's world no one will be like me with this kind of patience. I don't know what to do but just praying and I am scared... I feel like getting new happiness but I am trapped and afraid, worried with fear but I trust in Jesus.... Not sure what the future holds up for me 


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.