Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray in Jesus' name that I should be healthy and healed as every day there is blood in painful itchy stool and gastric, gum issues. I didn't get a choice to marry whom I wanted to as I had to follow parents' option and can't run away being eldest with responsibility; I just sacrificed my life in vain but now my siblings have kids and a good life, so thanks to Jesus for that. My life I am unable to do anything... so-called husband doesn't behave like one and I am living a single life even after marriage 10 years, no kids or sex or intimate talks.... leading a lonely alone life... My parents ask me to divorce him but he doesn't agree or work and I am not strong enough. He doesn't have an affair but just wants to come and go for the name's sake, live in the same house for outsiders to believe him as only Jesus knows what happens inside four walls as he just pretends... My life spoiled, unable to answer anyone's question as they ask only me and today's world no one will be like me with this kind of patience. I don't know what to do but just praying and I am scared... I feel like getting new happiness but I am trapped and afraid, worried with fear but I trust in Jesus.... Not sure what the future holds up for me 
