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rosaice
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Hi I'm a 18 year old girl.
Me and my 21 year old boyfriend for 2 years, that I will call Ronald in here, broke up this summer and It broke my heart really badly! I thought it was the right thing to do because I felt that Ronald wasn't as willing to serve the lord as much as I did and didn't have as much heart for Jesus as me. This decision took a really long time because I didn't want to give up right away. We had our future planned and we wanted to get married!
but I felt that god agreed with me and that this was his will. So I did. And it was really hard! Ronald did everything he could to have me back, but I didn't want to give in right away. But after a while since I broke up with Ronald and he had given up on begging for me back and for another chance he began to give himself to god. And he felt the holy spirit for the first time and gave his complete life to Jesus. He had been christian all his life but had never completely given his heart. Now he is serving the lord and has told me that he is ready to move on.
But this is what I had been waiting for all this time. I had been praying for him too find god because I want my husband to be completely in love with Jesus! I want to serve my lord with my husband! I still love Ronald with all my heart! I can't keep from crying every night and I feel like I have failed.
But I know that god only wants the best for me and I want to give my heart completely to god.
I don't want Ronald to have a piece of my heart if it will only began too rot and hurt me even more. I beg for god too heal my spirit and heart completely and have the holy spirit wash me completely clean. I don't want this to stop me from giving myself completely to god! I want to give everything too god and I want him too rule my future and decide who my husband will be. I don't know if it will be Ronald or someone else but whoever it is I don't want my former relationship too ruin anything, I only wanted one man and Ronald was the man I gave my heart too! But as I wait Jesus is my only husband!
Please my bothers and sisters, show me love and pray for me! It would be wonderful if you'd let me know! It will give me piece!
With lots of love and heavenly blessings!
-Rose
Me and my 21 year old boyfriend for 2 years, that I will call Ronald in here, broke up this summer and It broke my heart really badly! I thought it was the right thing to do because I felt that Ronald wasn't as willing to serve the lord as much as I did and didn't have as much heart for Jesus as me. This decision took a really long time because I didn't want to give up right away. We had our future planned and we wanted to get married!
but I felt that god agreed with me and that this was his will. So I did. And it was really hard! Ronald did everything he could to have me back, but I didn't want to give in right away. But after a while since I broke up with Ronald and he had given up on begging for me back and for another chance he began to give himself to god. And he felt the holy spirit for the first time and gave his complete life to Jesus. He had been christian all his life but had never completely given his heart. Now he is serving the lord and has told me that he is ready to move on.
But this is what I had been waiting for all this time. I had been praying for him too find god because I want my husband to be completely in love with Jesus! I want to serve my lord with my husband! I still love Ronald with all my heart! I can't keep from crying every night and I feel like I have failed.
But I know that god only wants the best for me and I want to give my heart completely to god.
I don't want Ronald to have a piece of my heart if it will only began too rot and hurt me even more. I beg for god too heal my spirit and heart completely and have the holy spirit wash me completely clean. I don't want this to stop me from giving myself completely to god! I want to give everything too god and I want him too rule my future and decide who my husband will be. I don't know if it will be Ronald or someone else but whoever it is I don't want my former relationship too ruin anything, I only wanted one man and Ronald was the man I gave my heart too! But as I wait Jesus is my only husband!
Please my bothers and sisters, show me love and pray for me! It would be wonderful if you'd let me know! It will give me piece!
With lots of love and heavenly blessings!
-Rose
