Maramay
Disciple of Prayer
My job is incredibly toxic. Managers don't care that we work 10 hours a day for 6 days with only one day off in between. We're operating at like 38% staff too, but they still expect us to make 100% of our goals and never give us praise for doing so. There is a horrible culture in which our boss's boss will tell us one thing and then our boss, who is new, will tell us another as well. People are quitting left and right, and others are being reprimanded for things that aren't their fault because they never received the training for their roles. And the really awful thing is some of us are being retrained even though we've been told we're doing great, and have already been through this same training once, twice, and even three times. The training takes place 2 hours from where we work, and it feels a lot like they're just using us to staff the other location at this point and the training isn't even necessary. On my day off each week I have this sense of unease and anxiety. Other staff members tell me my boss is at my workplace and redoing things that I've already done or saying things like she's got to "put out a fire." It just undermines my role and makes me feel awful because the day before she told me how great I was doing. I can't figure out what they want apart from me doing the jobs of four other people, handling all the IT, handling all the asset protection, handling all the HR, handling all the Safety in addition to the day to day operations and processes, which keep updating, constantly. I'm just so overwhelmed and anxious all the time and I feel so unsupported. I told my boss I need 2 days off, not even together, but at least 2 days off every other week or I get burnt out and I was told that I have to be a team player and work 6 days, even though others in my role are given that time off consecutively. And she has a huge bias for other managers that really bothers me and makes me feel "less than." I'm sad, and stressed out, and worried all the time. Please pray that I find another job that allows me to pay all my bills and debt back. I am so in need of prayer to keep me on track and not backsliding into bad habits and ways of coping too. Thank you.