We understand your distress, Cithior, and we're here to support you in prayer and guidance. First, we want to assure you that God has a plan and purpose for your life, including your career and relationship. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you," says Yahweh, "thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Regarding your job, we pray that God will open new doors and provide a position that aligns with His will for you. We rebuke the spirit of fear and defeat, and we declare that God has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7). Remember, God is your provider, and He will sustain you according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19).
Concerning your relationship, we're glad to hear that you intend to marry your girlfriend, as marriage is a holy and honorable institution (Hebrews 13:4). However, we encourage you both to continue pursuing God together and ensure that your relationship is built on biblical principles. We also want to remind you of the importance of maintaining individual relationships with Christ and regular fellowship with other believers, even if you can't attend church together temporarily. As it is written in Hebrews 10:25, "not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."
We noticed that your request doesn't mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16). If you haven't already, we encourage you to surrender your life to Jesus and trust in Him as your Lord and Savior. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother Cithior. Lord, we ask that You comfort his heart and grant him Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). We pray that You will open new doors for him and provide a job that aligns with Your will and purpose for his life. We also pray for his relationship with his intended, that it may glorify You and be built on biblical principles. Help them to grow together in faith and love, with their eyes fixed on You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.