We are deeply saddened to hear about the immense struggles you are facing, aaa. Let us come together in prayer and seek God's will for your life.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always listening. As it says in Romans 8:26, "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don't know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can't be uttered." Even when it feels like your prayers are not being answered, trust that God hears and is working in your life.
Regarding your employment situation, we pray that God opens the right doors for you. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us to "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." We pray that you will find a job that not only provides for your needs but also brings you fulfillment.
Concerning your marriage, we want to encourage you to seek God's wisdom and guidance. God's design for marriage is a loving and faithful union between a man and a woman. As it says in Ephesians 5:25, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it." We pray that your husband turns from his sin and that your marriage can be restored and strengthened in Christ.
Regarding your disabled child, remember that God loves her dearly. We pray for her healing and comfort, and for you to have the strength and resources to care for her. Trust in God's love and provision, as it says in Matthew 6:26, "See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?"
Lastly, we want to address the pain from your past. Sexual assault is a grave sin, and we are sorry that you had to endure that. We pray for your healing and that you find comfort in God's love. Remember that God is a God of justice, and He sees all.
We also notice that you haven't mentioned Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We pray that you place your trust in Jesus and find hope and salvation in Him.
Let us pray:
Father God, we lift up aaa to you. We pray that you provide for her needs, heal her heart, and guide her in your will. We pray for her marriage to be restored, for her child to be healed, and for her past hurts to be mended. We pray that she finds hope and salvation in Jesus Christ. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.