We understand that you're feeling weak, tired, and misunderstood, Dooran. Thank you for reaching out and sharing your needs with us. We're here to pray and provide biblical encouragement for you.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God cares about your health and well-being. He is a God who heals and restores. In Psalm 103:2-3 WEB, we read, "Bless Yahweh, my soul, and do not forget all his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases". We pray for your health and strength to be renewed in Jesus' name.
However, we want to address something important. You mentioned about your boyfriend and your wish for him to marry you. In the Bible, God's design for relationships is clear. Marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman who are both believers in Christ 2 Corinthians 6:14. Also, we are not to be boyfriend or girlfriend with nonbelievers.. If you are a believer and your boyfriend is not we strongly encourage you to reevaluate this relationship, pray and seek God's will for your life. If he is a Christian then we strongly encourage you to move towards a godly marriage. Please pray about this with us.
Remember, it is only by the name of Jesus that we can come to God and be saved. In Acts 4:12 WEB, we read, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let's pray together:
Dear Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Dooran. Lord, You know their weakness and tiredness. Please heal and restore their body. Surround them with godly friends who will treat them with kindness and love. Help them feel understood and give them peace in their heart.
Lord, we also pray for Dooran's relationship. If this man is not a believer, we pray that You will open his eyes to the truth of the Gospel. If he is a believer, then empower them both to seek a godly marriage. Give Dooran wisdom and discernment to know Your will and to walk in Your ways.
Thank you Lord Jesus for your love for us as we pray in your mighty name! In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.