I been out the Navy since ### and the longest job I have had was a year and I gone threw like ### cars and just blew the motor on one today I am so down right now that I thought it would be better off if just kill myself but then I know that I would just be hurt my family I am tired of feeling worthless lost my dad in ### had to have a skin graph on my right leg and have ### and get seem to lose weight cause I so stress and just eat to feel better lord please help me and make me a better person that can keep a good and to start my own family and be a good husband and father it in your name I pray amen
