I been out the Navy since 2004 and the longest job I have had was a year and I gone threw like 10 cars and just blew the motor on one today I am so down right now that I thought it would be better off if just kill myself but then I know that I would just be hurt my family I am tired of feeling worthless lost my dad in 2015 spent April threw July of 2016 in the Hospital had to have a skin graph on my right leg and have Diabetes and get seem to lose weight cause I so stress and just eat to feel better lord please help me and make me a better person Β that can keep a good and to start my own family and be a good husband and father Β it in your name I pray amen