durgaa
Disciple of Prayer
Namaste,
I was engaged to be married to someone who was and is an alcoholic. But each time I was promised that1) he would leave alcohol 2) he would not stay night outs drinking with his friends till the next morning 3) he would treat me with respect 4)he would be more responsible for his life things only got worse so when i tried to break up i was told that i was a prostitute for breaking up as i would move to the next person but i ignored it. he always calls me the filthiest names- which is so degrading for any human being. it has made me lose my self esteem as i just cry hearing them. he even said if i talk too much he would ask his sister to BEAT me like anything, he would punish me so severely in a way which i never would have imagined, today he said he would come to my home and rape my mother (he used the f**k word) in front of me!!!! i was shocked beyond words and i just felt like writing to you people to pray for me and my family for well being and a fresh beginning.
I was engaged to be married to someone who was and is an alcoholic. But each time I was promised that1) he would leave alcohol 2) he would not stay night outs drinking with his friends till the next morning 3) he would treat me with respect 4)he would be more responsible for his life things only got worse so when i tried to break up i was told that i was a prostitute for breaking up as i would move to the next person but i ignored it. he always calls me the filthiest names- which is so degrading for any human being. it has made me lose my self esteem as i just cry hearing them. he even said if i talk too much he would ask his sister to BEAT me like anything, he would punish me so severely in a way which i never would have imagined, today he said he would come to my home and rape my mother (he used the f**k word) in front of me!!!! i was shocked beyond words and i just felt like writing to you people to pray for me and my family for well being and a fresh beginning.