Khuzorthin
Disciple of Prayer
Am a 30 yr old lady, not married, since till regarding sexual I did not commit any sin,even today am a virgin,bt I talked with few selected boys as friends, I never misused any boys,not any other boys misused me,am very strict regarding this matter,bt I loved few ( not at same time) as a groom, I wished I marry him& all,bt it's not god's will, still I didn't get a life partner, I have friends who are boys,bt not boyfriend,in such condition, since last 1 year, I met a person,whom too I saw as a groom, I could marry him, before knowing anything about him, I loved him, later we become friend,at that time he told that he's married, I felt heart broken,bt am very strong person, I just maintained healthy friendship, later on he started telling bout her wife,dat she's very bad lady, still I did not misused that situation, being fear of God, I tried to change him,& gave guidance, don't know when wt happened, I totally fell in love with him, because he started caring for me, like my family member,dat turned into intimacy,bt my heart always said it's wrong,a bad time,we become more closer, except sexual intercouce,we did everything like hugging, kissing, still I knew I have to marry someone else,bt my mind becomes weak wn he s with me, later on I avoided & told not to continue,it completely stopped,bt later on his wife came to know bout this, she called me, I explained dat he's only my friend,it won't continuous,am sorry, I meant it,few days she created problem for me, I was scared, again some days later I was peaceful,but this man again & again used to call,cry, begged to talk to him, I normally reacted, later again how she came to know, I don't know,she's very bad lady,she's scolding me with very bad language,one more thing,she's also cheated his husband,wn he said dat she has many affairs, I fell pitty for him,bt I doubted on him,wn their mother, sister, themselves told about her I came to know that he was right,one more thing,he never misused me, until I insist him to kiss me,so it's my sin.bt now please, I want to escape from this unwanted relationship, with him, which is not possible for me, to stay away from him.please dear friends, pray for me to live a holy life,& save me from..chandana,muruli.T,KC rathan,prithvi kotiyan,Ranjith,pressy,all my unknown enemies, please these people are troubling & targeting me to destroy me, I know,am a sinner,bt I didn't do anything by myself, trust me, I always support jesus word, truth,bt I failed in my desire of flesh. I beg you I want deliverance.if I loose my name, I won't tolerate.