SON OF THE KING
Servant of All
My wife left me 7months ago she has anxiety issues which have kept me bound to my property for 5years un able to even spend time enjoying everyday activity's with my children, her anxiety's which i submitted to(under the banner of love bears all things) caused her so much guilt because i was basically a prisoner, she is unable to accept me looking at any other woman,i have explained over and over that to find others attractive is
not unnatural, that just because they are attractive does not mean i love them or have un healthy intentions,she bottles her emotions drinks then becomes a totally different person,often violent and abusive,I love her deeply and spent the first 3-4 months of the separation daily breaking down crying often 3-4 x a day,i am a juggling the day to day care of my two children, house hold dutys,i live in New Zealand and own a 30acre piece of land, a lot to cope with along with the grief and stress associated with separation.
I pray regularly for healing and restoration,their are many other side issues along with her anxiety's, she is a non believer and says she cant see a way to return home or how to overcome her mindsets, the separation is making things more difficult to navigate, she is opposed to any of my advice and is not open to even taking small steps to recovery with me at home at a pace that suits her, so because i now have to go out and do things like shopping and have returned to church and done some recreational activity's with my children i find myself regularly verbally abused, hung up on,or totally ignored as in her mind i am doing these things to hurt her,while she is going to concerts, partys and often has drinks with friends at her flat all of which hurt me as she often calls me drunk full of bitterness spite resentment and anger.....Help this is such a mess...please pray for us and her salvation,a miracle or Gods divine intervention.
Thank you Mark
God Bless.
not unnatural, that just because they are attractive does not mean i love them or have un healthy intentions,she bottles her emotions drinks then becomes a totally different person,often violent and abusive,I love her deeply and spent the first 3-4 months of the separation daily breaking down crying often 3-4 x a day,i am a juggling the day to day care of my two children, house hold dutys,i live in New Zealand and own a 30acre piece of land, a lot to cope with along with the grief and stress associated with separation.
I pray regularly for healing and restoration,their are many other side issues along with her anxiety's, she is a non believer and says she cant see a way to return home or how to overcome her mindsets, the separation is making things more difficult to navigate, she is opposed to any of my advice and is not open to even taking small steps to recovery with me at home at a pace that suits her, so because i now have to go out and do things like shopping and have returned to church and done some recreational activity's with my children i find myself regularly verbally abused, hung up on,or totally ignored as in her mind i am doing these things to hurt her,while she is going to concerts, partys and often has drinks with friends at her flat all of which hurt me as she often calls me drunk full of bitterness spite resentment and anger.....Help this is such a mess...please pray for us and her salvation,a miracle or Gods divine intervention.
Thank you Mark
God Bless.
