Hairalia
Disciple of Prayer
My wife is sick with pancreas cancer and debetes and clot on her splint among other problems but we Ben together for 30 years we've had our ups and downs and I've been that real jerk medt treated her but my love for her is 1000% true and she just came out the hospital and the same day she came home she walked out on me when and B4 her been in the hospital she told me she loved me everyday but when she left I didn't hear or see her for about 3 or 4 days and the day I say her all she said was she hated me she wished I'd die and so many other hurtful things and it's been almost 3 weeks since she's been gone and she want talk to me or let me see her but now a couple of her friends have told me that she told them that she was doin this so she could see me move on but because of the things I have done to her and as many times as I've stood by her through sickness and hospital stays and the few times we did separate she always came back but this time there's just something insider sayin she's not goin to make it back this time and I'm feel like the days she might have weather it's 1 or a 100 this is the time I need most wid her and godd noes I've been praying and cryin my heart out for God to bring her to just let her walk in the door right now and hold me and say it'll be ok and she does forgive me for the things I done it really need this with out this I want never move on I am ready to just give up right now but I me just askin f ok r gods mercy one more time and bring her through my door tonight or as fast as he can do I can have as much time as he gives us weather it's 30 mind or when ever as long as when her time comes she's in my arms like we promised each other thank you for your prayers if yal don't mind I'm asking because I feel like as much as it been prayin and just as I feel like gods doin something I get brought right back down and maybe God will answer yals prayer or at least tell yal why he ain't answerin mine. Thank you my name is Bobby Clark my wife's name is Candi clark
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