Birdar
Disciple of Prayer
My wife and I have been separated for over five weeks now. We both had childhood abuse in our past. I was also sexually abused, and have been struggling with porn addiction. Early this year we also had a miscarriage. Our relationship with God was slowly drifting away since then. We then began to pick up more hours at works to pay off student loan debt (wife%u2019s school). I was working anywhere from 60 to 90 hours a week, 6 to 7 days straight.
That is when I got into an affair with a lady at work. By the time I was able to get away from it, adultery was already committed. Once, I broke off everything with her she decided to call my wife at work and tell her about the affair.
Prior to her finding out we had started marriage counseling. I knew we needed it. Plus, I was taking steps back to God and asking for the strength to be able to bring this affair to light.
I ended my work there, changed my number, and have no contact with her. Before changing my number told her NOT to contact us any more. If she did then I would have to get the authorities involved. I have confessed and repented of my sins to God.
I am spending a lot of time reading the word, sermons, prayer, and worship. Asking God to transform me. My wife is still in the trauma stage. She was seeking counseling, sermons, and bible reading as well. According to Christian mutual friends, she was also being transformed. Last, I heard was the counselor wasn't helpful and she was going to switch. I don't know if that is been the case.
I am hearing from a mutual friend that Satan has a stronghold on her at this time. Please, pray for my wife Michelle. Satan will flee at the name of Jesus. And that she will be set free.
So, our marriage can start the road to recovery. And by the Grace of God be Healed and renewed to serve His people and live its purpose and course. Also, please pray that the change in me will be permanent and sealed in Jesus' name.
That is when I got into an affair with a lady at work. By the time I was able to get away from it, adultery was already committed. Once, I broke off everything with her she decided to call my wife at work and tell her about the affair.
Prior to her finding out we had started marriage counseling. I knew we needed it. Plus, I was taking steps back to God and asking for the strength to be able to bring this affair to light.
I ended my work there, changed my number, and have no contact with her. Before changing my number told her NOT to contact us any more. If she did then I would have to get the authorities involved. I have confessed and repented of my sins to God.
I am spending a lot of time reading the word, sermons, prayer, and worship. Asking God to transform me. My wife is still in the trauma stage. She was seeking counseling, sermons, and bible reading as well. According to Christian mutual friends, she was also being transformed. Last, I heard was the counselor wasn't helpful and she was going to switch. I don't know if that is been the case.
I am hearing from a mutual friend that Satan has a stronghold on her at this time. Please, pray for my wife Michelle. Satan will flee at the name of Jesus. And that she will be set free.
So, our marriage can start the road to recovery. And by the Grace of God be Healed and renewed to serve His people and live its purpose and course. Also, please pray that the change in me will be permanent and sealed in Jesus' name.