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Patrick
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I am going to tell you all my story and I hope you all will pray for Janet and I.
I am felt to tell you all this...Due to the fact that Janet and I need Your prayers. Patrick
In October 2007 I was seeking out a relationship and I did it on the internet. Nothing happened. Nonetheless, when I forwarded it. It went to everyone on my email list. Including Janets Children and they informed her about this; this broke the trust in our marraige and I am deeply ashamed and regret ever doing that to Janet and our Marraige. After that incident when Janet was told by her children I went into the hospital for nine days; due to the fact that I was going to commit suicide. After the hospital I went into a four months deep depression living on my own, It was advised that I move in with my Mom due to the fact that I could not handle this alone. The time with my mom and being alone proved to be a benefit I learned alot about myself and the addiction I had and I am seeking professional counseling to this day.
Janet has had a hard time with Trust issues with me (which I can understand) and brings up her pain everyday to me; now that we are living together, She has told me several times to leave and I was informed to stand for my marraige and not to give up and to not leave. The Lord is the mender of broken walls. He can restore this marraige and I believe it. Actually, He is in the process of mending this marriage. It has been hard on me at times. Yet I know that it is worth it to proceed in this marriage.
I need Your prayers for the trust in Janet and I to be rebuilt.
I need Your prayers for Janet and I to continue to seek the Lord and His leading of the Holy Spirit.
I need Janets Family and Children to forgive me and to stop what they are doing to both of us.
Janet to keep her Eyes Focused on the solution not the problem and to allow the Holy Spirit to Help her over come all of this.
Finally, I need Your prayers for a complete restoration, emotoinally, spiritually and mentally in Janet and I. I have been felt led to tell You all my story a long time ago. Yet the Lord has lead me to tell You all now. The Lord is the one who can make something beautiful out of this mess and only He can do it through the blood of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour. Thank You for understanding and I pray and hope, You do not see me in a negative light but a work in progress.
In Jesus name,
Patrick
I am felt to tell you all this...Due to the fact that Janet and I need Your prayers. Patrick
In October 2007 I was seeking out a relationship and I did it on the internet. Nothing happened. Nonetheless, when I forwarded it. It went to everyone on my email list. Including Janets Children and they informed her about this; this broke the trust in our marraige and I am deeply ashamed and regret ever doing that to Janet and our Marraige. After that incident when Janet was told by her children I went into the hospital for nine days; due to the fact that I was going to commit suicide. After the hospital I went into a four months deep depression living on my own, It was advised that I move in with my Mom due to the fact that I could not handle this alone. The time with my mom and being alone proved to be a benefit I learned alot about myself and the addiction I had and I am seeking professional counseling to this day.
Janet has had a hard time with Trust issues with me (which I can understand) and brings up her pain everyday to me; now that we are living together, She has told me several times to leave and I was informed to stand for my marraige and not to give up and to not leave. The Lord is the mender of broken walls. He can restore this marraige and I believe it. Actually, He is in the process of mending this marriage. It has been hard on me at times. Yet I know that it is worth it to proceed in this marriage.
I need Your prayers for the trust in Janet and I to be rebuilt.
I need Your prayers for Janet and I to continue to seek the Lord and His leading of the Holy Spirit.
I need Janets Family and Children to forgive me and to stop what they are doing to both of us.
Janet to keep her Eyes Focused on the solution not the problem and to allow the Holy Spirit to Help her over come all of this.
Finally, I need Your prayers for a complete restoration, emotoinally, spiritually and mentally in Janet and I. I have been felt led to tell You all my story a long time ago. Yet the Lord has lead me to tell You all now. The Lord is the one who can make something beautiful out of this mess and only He can do it through the blood of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour. Thank You for understanding and I pray and hope, You do not see me in a negative light but a work in progress.
In Jesus name,
Patrick