broken winged
Humble Prayer Warrior
My son has done it once more.. the unexpected but negative. Once I thought we finally had a connecrion and were headed to new beginnings he turns around and steals again but this time from his grandparents. We are not a wealthy family and share what we can when we can which brings me to what occured. My son instead of embracing his second chance at mending broken familial relationships he decided to steal his grandparents lunch instead... the WHOLE thing. They were left to do odd jobs in order to gather up enough money to buy lunch a second time. My heart is so heavy from the burdens my son continues to throw upon us to clean up after him especially this time when apologies was all that I could offer because money is scarce for us lately and odd jobs for a buck has been the norm these past months. His behavior has left us penniless and with our savings closed. Once I think that storm has passed he pulls yet another malice that can not be resolved without money. I know that this was the last straw for him with his grandparents and it saddens me because my father is due for surgery this Friday to remove the cancerous cyst within his stomach. Not the best send off from your grandchild huh? We were blind sided and NEVER imagined he would EVER elect to do such a thing and after he ate half it just wasn't enough to be grateful nor satisfied huh? I am disgusted and shocked because they SHARED and he still elected to leave them bare. Awful news recieved this day and to think he was paid yesterday after working off the books and chose to not even hold a few dollars to help with gas and STILL expected us to drive our vehicle. Really? I know that I am traveling down dissapointment lane but its what he dished out this weekend. I continue to pray for him and leave him in your hands Jesus because this IS too much for me. I believe that you walk with him and the day will come when he will see the error of his ways and change for the better. He will be 18 soon this October and his taking responsibility for his narcissism will be his and his alone. I continue to pray for the day we finally recieve the news awaited for.. that the house we have claimed in spirit is finally ours for the taking so that we can wipe the slate clean and start a new finally in a new house, location, environment, and neighborhood. I pray for my husband as well and pray for miracle money so that we can save the little we do have and pull out of need. In Jesus Christ name... Amen and goodnight.