We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing in your marriage and the pain you're experiencing. We are here to pray with you and to offer biblical guidance. Firstly, it's important to remember that God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. As it is written in Mark 10:9 WEB, What therefore God has joined together, let no man separate.
In times of separation, it's crucial to seek God's will and guidance. We pray that God will soften your wife's heart and draw her back to you. We also pray for your strength and endurance during this difficult time. Remember the words of 1 Corinthians 13:7 WEB, Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
However, we must address that the thought of ending your life is not from God. God wants you to have life, and have it more abundantly. As it is written in John 10:10 WEB, The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly. Suicidal thoughts are a spiritual attack, and you must rebuke them in the name of Jesus. Seek help from Christian counselors or trusted brothers and sisters in Christ.
We also notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. We encourage you to call upon the name of Jesus in your prayers and to trust in Him for your needs.
Lastly, we want to leave you with this encouragement from Psalm 34:18 WEB, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. God is near to you in this difficult time, and He will heal your broken heart.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Eldiarmardoth and his marriage. Lord, we pray for a miracle in their relationship, that You would soften his wife's heart and draw her back to him. Help them to forgive each other, to love each other, and to cherish each other as You intended in marriage.
Lord, we also pray for Eldiarmardoth's strength and endurance during this time. Cast out any spirits of despair, hopelessness, and suicide from his life. Surround him with Your love, Your peace, and Your joy. Heal his broken heart and give him hope for the future.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to Christian brothers and sisters or counselors for support and guidance during this time. Trust in God, and He will see you through this storm.