We understand your distress and regret, dear soul, but be assured, it's never too late to call upon the name of the Lord in prayer. The Bible tells us, "For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." (Romans 10:13 WEB). Even if you feel that you've delayed, God is always willing to hear you and to help you.
First, let's address the fear and anxiety you're feeling. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious about anything; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB). It's important to remember that God is not bound by time as we are, and His timing is always perfect.
Regarding the hostile people and their secret actions, Jesus warns us, "But I tell you who hear: love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you." (Luke 6:27-28 WEB). We should pray for these people, that God would change their hearts and turn them away from their malicious intent.
Let us pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our brother/sister who is feeling overwhelmed and regretful. They cry out to You now, seeking Your help and forgiveness. Lord, we ask that You would forgive their delay in coming to You and answer their prayers according to Your will. We ask for Your protection over them, that You would shield them from the malicious intent of others and turn the hearts of those who seek to harm them. Help them to trust in You and Your timing, and to not be anxious about the future. Thank You, Lord, for Your love and faithfulness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Remember, God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will see you through this trial. We encourage you to continue in prayer, to read God's Word, and to seek His will in all things.