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Disciple of Prayer
My problem is that How I desire to serve God and spend time with him, dedicate myself and doing his will, praying. This is not what is happening in my life right now, infact am going back, the fire is going off, trying on my own to re-candle the fire but it's not working, most times I will be sick and note strong to study the word and to pray therefore making me week and this is the time I need to be closer to God as am planning to get married so I don't get it wrong in marriage. I have discovered God's purpose for my life, I have tested his anointing over my life, after passing through the fire, after being trained and seeing the dimension in which God wants me to go but am just dragging back gradually. I am called to live a life of Purpose but I can't really tell what is happening to my life, the attack is just to make me sick and week not to achieve that. Also so far what I have discovered about my life if I get it wrong in marriage it will affect me living upto the purpose. Am just suffering from alot. And one thing I kept on telling myself and I even got a song about that is, One thing I will never do and one thing I will never give up on is God and matters that partains to his kingdom. Please I need prayers, I need deliverance, am struggling to pray struggling to study the Bible, struggling to work. I have a small work doing but am not finding it easy and am not satisfied, that's not okay for a child of God but I need help, I need help, I need help. I know the enemy is attacking me this way to stop the potentials in me from Manifesting but devil is a liar. This is my season of deliverance. I also need prayers for all my family members there's a need for revival. Also the person am planning to marry if it's not the will of God, if me getting the this marriage will stop me from doing the will of God in my life, let the Lord God stop it himself am ready to stop at any point because I can't afford to miss heaven for any reason. Thank you Rejoice Isuwa Mshelia