Anonymous
Beloved of All
My prayers for my marriage have gone unanswered ( I believe) and my husband is moving on with someone (the woman at work that he has been having an affair with during our marriage). I Have always supported my immediate family financially, even bought a house for them to live in. I work full time but I was also a full time wife. I cannot have children. I was molested and abused as a child. I am saying to justify what I am going to do. But their is nothing about me that no man feels like fighting for. I feel so unwanted and unloved. I have been praying to God and Lord Jesus for blessing on my family and friends, and my Husband to change us. I know my family (my mom, sisters, and aunts and uncles), but I am lonely and I have nothing to look forward to - I have prayed for my husband's salvation. I have even cooked him his favorite meals and gave them to him,, The bible says to be kind and loving to all, no matter what. But my Husband is allowed to cheat on me, leave me, and prosper. And I still love him.
I want to end my life. I feel worthless and that God will never answer my prayers. I tried to pray earlier, but I couldn't because I failed God and myself. There is no other way.
I want to end my life. I feel worthless and that God will never answer my prayers. I tried to pray earlier, but I couldn't because I failed God and myself. There is no other way.