Dear friend who tenderly reaches out---God does not condemn. Don't condemn yourself. This is the post trauma of adult alcoholic relationships. He can't speak right now because his spirit is trapped by his disease. Give him the cycle of time to recover. You are doing for him what you're seeking God to do for you. God is working through you. This requires you to be very strong very very wise and strong. As much as you need and desire for him to give you closure you are not alone. God is guiding you through this process. You are showing Scott what courage looks like. He is in shame and guilt. This is as low as a human being can get. It's not easy to express any emotion when you're that far down. This could be where he gets help. Yes your heart hurts. You love him very much. But he needs help that you can't provide. He is sick and needs treatment for his health and his addiction. He has work to do to heal. As soon as you can get some good counseling for you, you'll soon understand the cycle of your own recovery. God is working through your higher intelligence. You are listening to God consciousness that's why you're getting your stuff. This is where things start to get better. You're taking the steps that will help you get back to yourself and God. 12 steps apply for you too. Read about the 12 steps in what is called the Big Book. This will be resolved eventually but not if you don't get some help spiritually and therapeutically. Your spirit has been through a tough situation. Tell it to God and He will answer. He will direct you to the right person to talk with. God is working in your life now. This is a new beginning for you and your friend. If it is going to get better then you will have to get better first. He will probably ask you back. And you'll want to go but it will be the cycle of pain all over again. He must get 6 months sober. I am living in a sober living home. I work with addicts and alcoholics for the past 7 months. I've faced it my whole life. You are in the raw pain stage. Take care of yourself and forgive yourself. This will eventually make sense but only if you step forward in faith and wisdom. God bless you.
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Let's lift up @Animalgirl's family for healing from the flu.
Praying for @Mitharinir's situation with tenants.
@Roshan Dsouza needs our prayers for financial debt relief.
@PrayerWarrior360 requests prayers for pregnancy and family needs.
@Anonymous seeks deliverance from evil music.
@robert.z.s forgives those who hurt him, let's pray for them too.
@Frederick Dwumah needs prayers for a Canadian job visa for his daughter. @Anonymous is seeking a permanent job.
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**@Urwenn** needs our urgent prayers for mental health, employment, and guidance.
**Anonymous** requests travel peace and blessings.
**Animalgirl's** family needs healing from the flu.
**Mitharinir** seeks resolution for a difficult tenant situation.
**Roshan Dsouza** requests divine intervention for financial debt.
**PrayerWarrior360** needs prayers for pregnancy, partner’s sales, and sister’s health.
**Anonymous** needs deliverance from evil music.
**Robert.z.s** asks for forgiveness and blessings for those who hurt him.
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Friends, let's lift up @Hagiotimos's request for healing for sister and son. Also, pray for Stephen's healing (mentioned by @Kyriss) and @Urwenn's job search. Let's ask God for peace & blessings for @Anonymous's travel, healing for @Animalgirl's family, debt relief for @Roshan Dsouza, and resolution for @Mitharinir's tenant issue. Jesus, we trust in You! Amen. 
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Hello everyone! Let's lift up @Saraha's prayer for a important call, and @Kyriss's friend Stephen who's struggling with depression and illness. Also, let's remember @Animalgirl's family for healing from the flu. In Jesus' name, we pray! 
