4❤️and Hope
Disciple of Prayer
My prayer is that my experience can bring people closer to God. My entire life I’ve always felt close to God and Jesus. I’ve done many things wrong in my life but know I am now forgiven for these wrong doings through Jesus. My purpose for writing this is to share with all those who question the existence of God and Jesus and tell you what I have seen upon my death before coming back to life. I was on my first round of chemotherapy in my doctors office with many others around me. My mom was there, many sick patients were there, the nurses were there, and the doctor. They were all witnesses to what happened on this day. I was sitting in my chair with chemotherapy going through my veins, I started to feel dizzy and nauseated. I sat on the edge of my seat and told my mom i felt like so was going to pass out. Within seconds, I was gone. I was dead in my chair. As my mom explained it, I was lifeless, white as a ghost, and my eyes were open. I had no breath in me and my head was tilted to the side. My mom said she was screaming and everyone was running around trying to get help. She said the patients were crying as I sat their lifeless. Through all this time, my mom said it seemed to be 3-5 minutes without help. I’m going to explain what I was experiencing at the same time, I have no recollection of what was happening around me. I didn’t hear, feel or see any of it. I was going somewhere else. Somewhere very beautiful and more peaceful that I had every experienced. The feeling of peace I felt was soneoI could ever explain or experience again on this Earth. It can’t be explained in any other way than it was a peace that had all negativity removed from it. Something we don’t get here on Earth. As I was going to this other place, I was met up by 6 darker haired women. These women all looked to be in their 30’s and they all looked more beautiful than anything I’ve seen. The only was I can explain it is that they were at the perfect age. The age on Earth that is our most perfect age. The age we look and feel our best. I then looked at these women and realized that 3 of them were my deceased relatives. 2 were my grandmothers and 1 was my great-grandmother. The other 3, I still can’t say who they were exactly. The part that is the amazing part of what I experienced is that these woman who could be my guardian angels, were sent to stop me from crossing over. These 6 women surrounded me like the shape of a horseshoe. I was not able to go any further. And after a few moments, I felt my soul go back into my body. It was like a bolt of lightning rapped my body and I was alive and breathing again. I can still feel the jolt and feel my body come back to life. My mother, the nurses and the doctor were right there next to me when I came back. And the first I was asked by the doctor was where did you go. I remember telling him I was in a place that was so beautiful and peaceful. I was alive! My mom told me that I never had cpr or anything done to me in those 3-5 minutes. Everyone was freaking out and called 911. I do not know why this happened or why I was the one to experience it. But I do know that I was not meant to die that day, so was meant to live and fight through my cancer. My guardian angels showed me it wasn’t my time and I was able to see that we do truly go somewhere after this life. There is a Heaven, there is a God and Jesus is real, I have never been the same after that experience and it’s in a good way. I got see something that I believe was meant for me to share with others. I’ve been living cancer free for 4 1/2 years and have an anniversary date for my stem cell transplant coming up on September 1 of 4 years. I’m alive and well as can be after all the treatment from multiple chemotherapy treatments and TBI radiation. My experience is still in my mind everyday. I pray that whoever reads this will take my story with them and hold on to it as the truth. And anyone who is hurting, who is sick, or suffering in anyway, will w find peace when they read this, Just know if you are alive you still have a purpose in this world. And when our time is up, we will go to a place of love. and peace with all those who have passed. And more importantly, we will be with God and Jesus. But remember it is in His time and not ours. So live your life doing good things in life caring for others and being kind. This world is bad enough right now and we can’t be sucked in to the Enemies world of evil. We need to love one another because God and Jesus expect us to. And also love who you are no matter what sin we’ve done in the past. Ask for forgiveness and get baptized because we will be forgiven for all of it. I ask this in Jesus name Amen! 4
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