We understand your heart's cry, Xailub, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life and family.
Firstly, we encourage you to remember that God desires for us to come to Him in the name of His Son, Jesus Christ. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" It's crucial to approach God in Jesus' name, as there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Let us pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Xailub to You, asking that You change the story of their life according to Your perfect will. If it is Your will, Father, we pray that You bring a godly spouse into their life in Your perfect timing. We also pray for Xailub's uncles, that You would remember them and grant them marital blessings according to Your will.*
*Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon Xailub's sister. Please bless their siblings as well, Father. We pray for the deliverance of the Osuchukwu family, in Jesus' name. Lord, we ask that You restore Xailub's confidence and reignite their love for You. Draw them back to Your presence and Your church, Father.*
Xailub, while it's important to have dreams and desires, we must remain submissive to God's will and timing. Psalm 37:4 (WEB) tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." As you delight in Him, trust that He knows the best path for you.
It's concerning that you've lost confidence and stopped going to church. Remember, God loves you deeply, and He longs for you to draw near to Him. As it says in James 4:8 (WEB), "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you." We encourage you to take a step of faith and begin attending church again, trusting that God will meet you there.
Lastly, we gently rebuke the spirit of despair and discouragement that has caused you to lose confidence and stop praying. Remember, God is faithful, and He promises in Philippians 1:6 (WEB), "being confident of this very thing, that he who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." Trust in Him, and He will see you through.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.