Shangar
Disciple of Prayer
my parents keep fighting,my sister keeps marrying.I got cheated by the only one I loved and trusted,in all this I wanted my parents to be real parents.Danish took advantage of my broken family and made me trust him but he was fake and greedy.He hurt me so much that I was in depression from last year,he wanted to convert me to Islam,he treated me like a housemaid.God helped me to come out from all this. Im scared to lose them as he does evil occult to get me back.Our finance is declining steady,Danish haunts me as he said that soon my parents will be no more and then I will have to surrender to him. John(dad)is sick as he got hurt when they were fighting today,Pearl(mum),Annie(sis). I want to help the and protect them but today what happened doesn't seem normal,in their usual fight my dad got hurt on head and was bleeding,I somehow stopped the blood but my mom kept cursing him.They don't realize what happened to me,I can never tell them how I lived with Danish how I cried everyday and I had taken a cross and Bible. Only that gave me the strength to face all that abuse,he had taken away my passport and currency.He wanted me to convert so that the Islamic law would allow him to abuse me forever.His parents supported him and they took advantage of my broken family,I was happy that I will have a family even though they were not Christians.But they were evil what they did to me. I wanted to end my life but the God got me out and I escaped.My health is not the same but I can't cry in front of my parents as they don't understand, they don't see they are blessed to have each other unlike me or my sister. She is also struggling with her marriage. If only our parents would have taken a stand we would have not been treated like this,but they are 60+ and still fighting. I am scared of Danish I want to hide or go away but he keeps track of me.The day I step out of the house he calls and reminds me that I belong to him.I don't have any friends as he threatens even girls to talk to me,I want to go far away where he can not follow me and where my parents will not fight. I pray every time for freedom and happiness. I have anemia and other weakness he knows I can't escape as my financial condition is not strong I had lost my job due to spine injury and since then he took over my life. I can't believe people like him exist as he is heartless he only wants to lock me in a house and make me clean dishes and cook,even when my hand was burnt,he shouted at me and threw my things for money,he still has my belongings but I don't want them,he says that I can never escape. God I only ask you to do what is right in my life as I have always seen worst and now I am not strong enough to deal with all this. I seek help in law but the all are more greedy, so I leave my judgement in your hands if you find me worthy to be called your child please don't let any evil come in my life as I have seen enough. Danish used to go to church and used to pray for him but he only faked it to get my trust, he is the most evil person I have ever met,disguised as a man. I pray that my parents gain some wisdom as I can not keep asking them to stop,neither can I make them pray they sometimes curse me. Why was I even born to get all this hurt from every where, none of my friends or cousins think like me. Why am I like this.. I waited for true love and I found true evil. how he and his family fooled me.. I gave them everything I had but they wanted to destroy me so that I would live under them like a slave. I still forgave them as they don't know God they worship the god of this world. Jesus show me the way to freedom before I suffocate. This world is beautiful and there are good people too but the evil ones stop us from rejoicing what God has blessed us with. May we all see what you have given us and restore our lives.