Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God,
I am reaching for your utmost help in handling Karl for me. I am surrendering this person to you. I lift him up to you, Lord.
Yes, I am trauma bonded with this guy and I am secretly waiting for him to come back around. I know this does not make any sense at all because of how badly he treated me.
I am praying Lord God that you give me the grace to know if this person is truly going to apologize to me or not.
I am sorry for all the wrong things I have done to him, Lord. Yes, I am not a saint but I can’t tolerate disrespect. I am really sorry for exposing his true character. I ask for your forgiveness for my actions and wrong doings.
I pray to become a better version of myself after this experience. I am praying not to fall trapped into the Narcissistic cycle of abuse anymore. I pray that I learn to walk away from people and things that do not serve me. I pray that I will learn to discern the difference between a sincere person and a narcissist.
I don’t know God if Karl is a narcissist or not. I still believe in change, Lord. I still believe in second chances. I pray that Karl will have clarity over his actions and repent back to you, Lord. I pray that he will see that not everything has to be about money, power and just the thought of being in control.
I hope Lord God that you change him for the better. I pray that he becomes a changed man. And I pray that he will not do this again to any other woman as well. As much as I pray for him to apologize to me, I pray that he will do this from the heart.
Lord, I don’t know what the future holds. My anxiety keeps on attacking me. I keep obsessing over him. I pray that you help me let him go and move on with my life.
I pray that I am able to handle the breakup. I really ask this in your most Holy and Mighty name, Lord. Please bless me. Please help me to keep my eyes on the prize and keep moving forward with my life without chasing, begging and pleading for someone’s love and attention.
Jesus, I surrender this whole entire situation to you. Yes, I still want to hug and see Karl again, but if it is in accordance to your most Holy Will then let your will be done. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
I am reaching for your utmost help in handling Karl for me. I am surrendering this person to you. I lift him up to you, Lord.
Yes, I am trauma bonded with this guy and I am secretly waiting for him to come back around. I know this does not make any sense at all because of how badly he treated me.
I am praying Lord God that you give me the grace to know if this person is truly going to apologize to me or not.
I am sorry for all the wrong things I have done to him, Lord. Yes, I am not a saint but I can’t tolerate disrespect. I am really sorry for exposing his true character. I ask for your forgiveness for my actions and wrong doings.
I pray to become a better version of myself after this experience. I am praying not to fall trapped into the Narcissistic cycle of abuse anymore. I pray that I learn to walk away from people and things that do not serve me. I pray that I will learn to discern the difference between a sincere person and a narcissist.
I don’t know God if Karl is a narcissist or not. I still believe in change, Lord. I still believe in second chances. I pray that Karl will have clarity over his actions and repent back to you, Lord. I pray that he will see that not everything has to be about money, power and just the thought of being in control.
I hope Lord God that you change him for the better. I pray that he becomes a changed man. And I pray that he will not do this again to any other woman as well. As much as I pray for him to apologize to me, I pray that he will do this from the heart.
Lord, I don’t know what the future holds. My anxiety keeps on attacking me. I keep obsessing over him. I pray that you help me let him go and move on with my life.
I pray that I am able to handle the breakup. I really ask this in your most Holy and Mighty name, Lord. Please bless me. Please help me to keep my eyes on the prize and keep moving forward with my life without chasing, begging and pleading for someone’s love and attention.
Jesus, I surrender this whole entire situation to you. Yes, I still want to hug and see Karl again, but if it is in accordance to your most Holy Will then let your will be done. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.