Cirmat
Disciple of Prayer
My name is DESTINY HERNANDEZ as I am 23 years old Fort Worth tx. I have a daughter that is four her name is Honey and a son that is two his name is Kolby need immediate prayer. I have been mentally abused by my family after bringing up concerns of misbehavior of my children and the sound of screaming of others pleading for help . I have been brainwashed possibly drugged and thrown in the mental hospitals as no one will help me with anything I state because they are using the drug “effects” as a cover to their sin. I believe it is a cult my family is involved in and they are using my worst fear of darkness and spirits against me at night and during the day to try to presume me on documentation that I’m psycho . I fear for my life everyday as I hear the sound of pleading souls or people not knowing if it is a spell to where I am the only one who can hear it to where eventually it will shut me down completely. I’m terrified. I can’t go anywhere with feeling out of breathe because the panic of I might not make it home today because there is so many faces knowingly and unknowingly involved. my family glamorously stages as such a Christian over social media but is quite the opposite. They have shut my voice . I was a straight A student my whole life , I promise and feel in my soul that I am being bullied and forced to complete classes and other punishments for standing up for myself my kids and trying to figure what’s wrongs with my family. They are hurting my body without touching me. My soul is screaming for help. I pray so much for god to come save me. I don’t want to look like a accident or suicidal attempt if they plan to hurt me physically. I need god. My kids need me here to teach them that hurting others is not ever okay . I been destroyed . I had a great job and was making lots of money and I lost it all because they played with my head and took advantage of a good character I was. I feel so alone yet surrounded my many people. My kids need a happy mom. I feel like a brand new born baby it does sound sound hard to believe but it’s real . There’s so many videos of unexplainable things I had and like nothing they are all gone. I have no privacy. All my phones and accounts pics and everything not approved on their end thru Wi-Fi service that obtained my info and edited or deleted like I never took them. I would never ever vote on ruining someone’s mind to where they feel like a kindergardener after they achieved so much, just to save myself from some thing I deserved. It sucks to walk around dead inside, and meaningless and you begin to feel ugly about yourself As you come to terms that everyone literally said the only other choice is to make her think she’s mentally insane or take the charge. I don’t know exactly what religion it is but I believe it’s Something Very similar to the appearance of the Grim Reaper. Once you become a victim you are woke to how Serious it is when it comes to it’s either you or me. I’m not crazy it’s just hard really hard to fucking believe. I stood my ground and never changed my story at the hospitals and they sent me home every time as the screening Deemed that I was NOT the image people tried to mold. I am very embarrassed to show my face every time As I knew that people I loved could sit there and live fine without me every day knowing I was just a concern Mother Who unraveled a secret path of terror that turned into manipulation that turned into Let’s play a game that turned into is she psycho or is she not psycho we will never know. I won’t ever be the same. I felt like I was murdered. That harry potter shit is most definitely real. Someone can definitely hurt you or touch you Sexually nonsexually mentally without even laying a finger on you. They have their story and I have my story to tell you. It was a team effort as all of them played a part to hurt me mentally but ain’t no way in hell I suffered a great amount of fear And continue pushing toam being bullied and forced to complete classes and other punishments for standing up for myself my kids and trying to figure what’s wrongs with my family. They are hurting my body without touching me. My soul is screaming for help. I pray so much for god to come save me. I don’t want to look like a accident or suicidal attempt if they plan to hurt me physically. I need god. My kids need me here to teach them that hurting others is not ever okay . I been destroyed . I had a great job and was making lots of money and I lost it all because they played with my head and took advantage of a good character I was. I feel so alone yet surrounded my many people. My kids need a happy mom. I feel like a brand new born baby it does sound sound hard to believe but it’s real . There’s so many videos of unexplainable things I had and like nothing they are all gone. I have no privacy. All my phones and accounts pics and everything not approve able by them get edited or deleted. As I live lifevery day possibly been offered to them hearing from the faces that had a roll tell me that it never happened. Just like there is loyal Christians best believe there is loyal followers for the devil himself and they are playing hopscotch in my motherfucking house and had the audacity to try to sit my ass down and watch them destroy my life. This is not something that is cool to post and that’s why it took me until now so yes for months I did rock the cover page that my household and family members created for me that I just went crazy out of nowhere And what I went through was a movie, it left me a permanently scar internally . Believe the unbelievable. Family is what you make it. And no I do not plan on hurting myself i just felt the urge to hurry and speak up before and my coincidence. Today I asked ministries for prayer online and I called and when I did a horrible electrifying shock went through one of my feet as she was praying. Stand strong in what you believe in and don’t let anyone tell you what you felt what you seen what you found Is not important. Remain silent and observe I promise somehow someway everything you found will be jaw-dropping to you because at first it was just a bunch of pieces that didn’t make sense but then you found that one more that you needed and it created a whole picture that fit every piece. I hope to remain safe with my children as in I didn’t get to elaborate on everything I felt I just wanted to mention that the reason I’m still here is because of my babies faces and I’m not going to take my life and I didn’t want anyone else who is a part of the huge amount of royal followers to make it look like that. I’m so tired of walking on my tiptoes looking over my shoulder Learning features of cars to determine if today I was a now or later incident. Possibly rebirth and pain transformation beliefs. May original body remain safe remain untouched no clones or whatever idkk lol pls my Lord God I ask that you save me from any weapon that is formed against me