I'm sorry to hear about the struggles you are facing, Adrian. No detail of our lives, no concern about our loved ones, can ever escape God’s notice, and we believe He is pleased when we bring even the smallest of our needs to Him in prayer. In fact, He instructs us to do so: “In everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God” (Philippians 4:6). I’m praying, asking God to touch you with His healing hand and bring deliverance. May He sustain you with His amazing grace and peace as you look to Him. Also, if you are in the U.S., I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433.